Tear Me Apart

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Gxrcia

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Apart of me has run away 
The other halfs isolated it's afraid 
Divided I'm lost Between two different plains 
Walking around in this state I'm betrayed 
We was supposed to be lovers not enemies 
All of that envyness turned into jealousy 
Staring at pics of us you a new entity 
How could you leave when you fucked with me heavily 
I wish I knew what the hell was to come 
I never expected you'd turn to be scum 
Chewed me up spit me out just like i am gum 
I've turned to these drugs to my pain I've succumbed 
Lost in my thoughts I don't know myself mentally 
I'm having problems within levels chemically 
I can't point out myself I don't know my identity 
You murdered me bitch this shits really a felony 
I can't believe that this feeling is real 
Why would you do this why'd you break our deal 
How could you abandon the times that we shared 
Along with the feelings that we both conveyed 
A Shadow of myself is all that remains 
Wounds that won't heal is what I have sustained 
Your love was a drug that I took by mistake 
Now I'm stuck in this debt that I can't repay 

I'm falling endlessly into the darkness
I'm numb to it all im void look I'm heartless 
I'm Dead to the world you see my own carcass 
In need of support I need myself a harness
All of this hurt makes me wanna take flight 
I just wanna disappear into the night 
Taking these pills overdose I just might 
Mixing that syrup along with my sprite 

I'm hidden from the world I am unseeable 
Undetectable this shits unbelievable 
I shouldn't be present this shits inconceivable 
No longer the old me Im not retrievable 

Not everything is what you can perceive 
People these days really will just mistreat 
So many dont want to see you succeed 
Others will take to see you incomplete 

I'm tired of the fighting 
Many nights I stayed up crying 
Inside I feel like I'm dying 
I can't go on I'm through with trying 
Times I tried to sleep but these nightmares be horrifying 
All my demons running rampid 
There desires occupying 
If you knew what went through my head you'd think I was terrifying
Many messages received but the whole text is underlying 
I'm dying just to live and yet I'm done with this surviving
I be lying if I said I wanna live there's no denying 

These be the emotions I have 
I've always been a boy who's sad 
Walks alone ima nomad 
Deja vu I see remnants of the past f*ck I wish I could go back 
It's a struggle for me to cope 
Where is god when I need hope 
I'm bout to end it with this rope 
Downward spiral I'm sliding down a whole slope im snorting this coke 
Girl you do not know what yo ass has done 
I've been loading these bullets inside of this gun 
Playing Russian roulette no this isn't for fun 
I been digging this knife into my own damn lung 
I know I said some things I didn't mean
You brought the ugly straight right out of me 
Now I'm looking at pics and the shit that had seemed 
What was once a fairytale but now is deceased 
Look at the damage you caused 
Now I'm peasant man I Am no boss 
Is This the price that I pay at a low cost 
Or is this what happens when I lose it all 
I don't know what ima do 
You've cut me open like this traumas for two 
If I die tonight I will not forget you 
Along with the moments I'm paying atonement for all the hurtful things I had said to you

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