Choices.
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Yo come in here No don't turn around, come in here! What the f*ck happened man You know what my mom's saying, I wake up to a text like this The f*ck are you doing Don't! Don't man Seriously, you got no idea what these last couple of months have been like. F*ck you Ian Don't you tell me that your there for me cause every time I call you just tap ignore And I'm so sick of hearing what I did was selfish, you got no idea the thoughts inside my head When I was laying on that shower floor Watching my life going down the drain, literally I'm sorry that my impact was so bitter sweet but f*ck I'm really trying to make sense of it Trying to weigh the pros and cons inside my life but all I see is the deficits All I sees a house of six and still feel so damn alone My step mom only hounds on, outlines every single flaw I'm twenty one so I'm a drunk, f*ck it I will live up to her standards I started stuffing bud light in my closet hiding vodka in the hamper cause it's the only remedy It's the way I get to sleep, the trapeze that I'm walking on is getting thinner daily underneath my feet And when you told me I could live at Amy's I thought I could feel relief But god my own depression was so set in stone I thought a change of scenery would do me good but it just prolonged the inevitable I know you don't believe me but I saw no fucking way out The only cure I saw was this McCormick's and this razor blade Bleeding on that shower floor but when I saw my blood I swear to god that shit scared me straight I wrapped my wrist and grabbed your mom, hoping that it ain't too late I'm scared Ian Depression almost killed me once I'm fucking scared Ian F*ck Man, I can't say I understand but, I get where you're coming from It's just you're not seeing the big picture You know what I mean like F*ck you Ian Don't you tell me that you're there for me cause won't even call or respond to text This whole family treats me like a fucking shadow in the dark i guess it's time you saw the consequence I'm so sick of hearing songs about your love life, you think a girl has ever said she loves me I've been alone my entire life to hear you bitch and moan is more than just insulting It's comical, you got the slightest clue the feeling of feeling invisible Expendable, having issues only a fifth of liquor will get you through Addiction always whispering in your ear and convincing you That fifth is the only thing that will fix your loneliness Picture this your stuck at home again Stiff inside your sadness and your sober ness Open up the cabinet, grab McCormick's to unload a bit Trying to think a happy thought; depression keeps corroding it You're drunk and want the pain to stop, you see your wrist and figure you should open it Always have the question, should I die or not and god I'm fucking over it I'm scared Ian Depression almost killed me once I'm fucking scared Ian I hate living in this rut it's such a bare feeling And maybe living ain't enough and no prayers will heal it No fucking prayers will heal this! And I'm sick of you talking about bigger pictures and shit! Always talking about your family, what about my family man!? They turned their back on me and shit, all the fucking time! It's about you, the Ian show, and all this shit, Amy and Alex I'm fucking over it I live in everybody else's shadow! F*ck you Ian! F*ck you!
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