But There's Hope

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This is different its one take 
Its just me expressing myself 
Its not fake there's no processing 
I hope it all makes sense 
Its even freestyle so 
I don't know how this will go 
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Lately I have been debating how I Should be feelings 
Everybody here is reeling in pain 
Everybody's asking if I am insane 
Well I don't know anymore 
I've been wondering if we can Express ourselves 
I've been wondering if we can talk About that time 
No no mention of it 
Really wonderin' how you are just Fine 
Every time the people been asking You how you doing you always be Tell them good even if that's not the Truth 
Really wondering how we're Supposed to grow if we can't admit The ugly feelings inside our soul 
I don't know, I don't know 
I don't have it all down 
I don't even know 
If I should just let it all out or just let It grow inside of me what's wrong With me 
All these, all these feelings 
Childhood scars and trauma I've been Reeling 
I'm set back and everyone says there's No defeating you 
Cause, right 
You've been saved by grace you have Been made renewed but that doesn't Mean you shouldn't see a therapist Too 
Yeah its just the truth 
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Mainly I've been wondering if I Should let these feelings consume me And every time I talk about it I Should just be the one who's been Saying all of these things on repeat 
Like a broken record 
I am broken I am broken I am Broken 
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Like I've been dealing with the Trauma 
And everybody says all you have is Drama 
I don't know if that's really the cool Thing to say 
I don't know if that's really the true Thing to say 
But when should I stop and when Should I start when should I share And when should I just move on 
It has no answer 
Recently i've been praying I​'ve been Trying to search the lord 
I know that that's always the answer 
And everybody's imploring me to be Giving something else 
But that's just all I have 
I don't have a perfect answer I don't Have a perfect rhyme 
Sometimes I'm off beat in this take And that's just fine 
Because truthfully I just wanna Express the fact of the matter that we Are just ugly messes 
Recently my sin has been eating at Me clawing 
And I just.. this is just the first time I've been realizing this is truly who I am 
Its made new but I still deal with sin 
Right is that ok to say 
Can I be telling everybody that I'm Not ok 
Can I be admitting without this Without saying everything is pain 
Can I tell the truth and not obsess With it 
Like I am insane because I finally Admit it 
Its like a flood the whole dam cracked 
Now its flowing out 
Everybody's telling me that I'm not Supposed to say it 
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Like when do you share it and when Do you stop 
And I know already said this but I'm Just not done with 
I don't know there's so much more to Life than this 
I want you to be feeling.. feeling like You can share all the ugliness all the Ugly mess 
All the ugly feelings inside you 
All those ugly tragedies and all the Things that happened to you 
I want you to feel comfortable to say 
No I'm not fine 
How you doing 
I'm alright or I'm just bad man 
I'm just trying to get by 
This week was worse than the last 
I just wanna make it through this one 
I just wanna make it through this one 

And I hope you make it through this One 
I know you can make it through this One 
I know that we can do it 
I know we can admit all our ugly Feelings and take the next step to get Right through it 
I wish there was a better answer 
You just gotta embrace it say it sucks And move past it 
Cause I know its not your master 
I'ts supposed to be Jesus Christ 
He is there he has the master blaster 
I know Im making humor of these Ugly feelings 
I know I'm tryna move on and it feels Like its fleeting 
Like I don't just understand it all 
You just don't understand 
That's what I'm hearing right 

I know I'm not the man I know I Don't get it 
I know I don't understand all the ugly Feelings you've been feeling but 
I just wanna say there's hope and There's pleasure 
Facing the lord and saying its all Better 
Like acknowledging that you're still In a drowning sea 
Your face is covered by water your Hand is barely above it 
Sayin' I'm just reaching for him 
And knowing that he's coming and Knowing that he's there 
He'll pull you up like you're peter Walking on the water 
And you just have to have faith and I Know I'm something else because I'm Made renewed in him 
I'm made renewed renew renew.. I Can't say it 
Something better 
These ugly feelings aren't defining Me 
I wanna admit that I have them and Talk to others 
Because we're called to lift each other Up doesn't mean that it defines me in My entirety 
There's more to me than what I'm Feeling 
At the moment 
I think that I am something else 
At the moment I'm trying not to cry 
Because i've been feeling it 
Feeling all these ugly feelings what of It 
Friendships are fleeting bullying it is Coming 
Wondering if ill ever get a girl get a Wife have kids people always ask These questions 
That what I grew up with 
That's what I grew up with 
And now all the friends that I grew Up with 
Are dead or on drugs or they're all Gone 
And I don't know what to say to that 
Like man that sucks I'm sorry you're Going through that 
That was my own life and that was My old life 
And now the new me is renewed in Christ and its alright 
Cause I can still admit that we've Been struggling 
I can still admit that we are been Going through these things and it is Pummeling me 
The way I've been feeling like I am Cracking underneath 
That's why I've been giving it to God And then I see relief 
That's why I know that I'm not Enough 
But I see that his release is something Greater he made the world in his Whole hands and everybody Wonders why there's no concept to Understand the fact of the mater that We are just inept 
To comprehend it all in its entirety 
And that's ok 
I want you to have hope I want you To have peace 
I want you to raise your hands and Say its not ok 
It is not ok I'm crying I just want Relief 
Pray to him pray to him 
I know its ok pray to him 
Crying on the shoulder of the loved Ones pray to him still 
Because he's the one giving you the Shoulder to cry on 
Something to feel besides all the pain 
Something to know that you are still Loved through it all even if you feel Insane 
I hope this all makes sense 
God loves you and hes the best

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