Suicide
Yung $hade
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F*ck you F*ck you I fucking hate you I don't want to fucking see you again Do you understand that Is that fucking clear enough for you No No it's not You wanna know why Because you're a fucking retard Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Yeah Back in high school I was severely bullied I attempted suicide but I didn't lose my life fully And I was thankful for that Because eventually I got my happiness right back on track Next stop was college and it was pretty dope I thankfully never thought bout bringing back the rope Whenever bad shit happened I was able to cope But there was a point in time again where I started losing hope There was a girl I dated for about 2 years All her abuse I hid like trauma and the tears Even tho I was always there for her and her depression and fears She threatened to kill herself one point when I wanted to leave She kept me under control and I just couldn't believe Why would she yell, swear, and do all this to me Then one day she ended our relationship Cause there was a situation that I called manipulation Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye But she didn't believe it was Telling me to cancel all my plans with friends wasn't enough? But her breaking up with me realistically wasn't tough You know what was, all the abuse and fake love It's been boutta half a year now that my ex broke up with me she would always keep calling me a retard and then finally confessed that she didn't wanna be with who has autism and that I should go kill myself But I'm not depressed and she's the one that needs help Nobody should ever say something like that Whether or not they mean it as a fact Then I started using drugs to help me sleep at night I started with one a day and like I used it as an excuse But really it was a way to cope with the abuse This drug last 10-16 hours Its like I was tossing extra pesticides to the flowers Thinkin it's gonna help But all its doin is ruining my health Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Soon after Some girl who bullied me in high school was tipsy and bumped into me outside of a club She was crying and apologizing to me and gave me a hug She said how she thinks that I'm so hot Then she asked for my number, and kissed me, and I never woulda thought That, then we talked for a few months and she wanted to hangout But then she cancelled and stopped talking Cause all she really wanted was to apologize So she can feel good about herself But she didn't really mean it tho Turns out she's just another fake ass ho I started taking higher doses Subconsciously hopin for comatosin I was relyin on the dope an Chokin myself with a rope an A couple months later I bumped into a homie I had back in high school Yeah he was strange but cool I haven't seen him for years We were catchin up and talkin bout old peers We talked about a nice classmate we had That killed himself a month before We were shocked because we never thought he'd go out that door He seemed so happy but it was a mask he wore Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Now my dosage again increased Feeling like I wanted to get closer to deceased Fast forward a couple months more Two of my homies got murdered Dead on the floor This shit hit me hard Hit me right to the core I didn't know how it could get this bad I had no idea what's in store This was the end of it all This was it I swore The past five years there's been friends and peers around my age who died Deaths ranged from overdose, murder, and suicide And y'all know I attempted suicide back in the day But now I'm thinking again whether or not suicide is my fate I tell everyone that I'm fine when I'm really not Bodies dropping round me Why not me too I can fade to black Instead of being blue So this rope I hang real high in my room At this point you know what I'm gonna do I'm sorry that it has to end this way But I know that this has to be my last day Bed of roses is where I'll lay Cruel world are the last words that I'll say Cruel world are the last words that I'll say Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye Baby I'm not right Suicide is in my mind every night I didn't want you to see me cry I don't know how to say goodbye
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