Admit, Pt. 1

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Derrell Deshawn

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I'm praying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm saying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've gained more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've changed more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm praying more than I care to admit
Mentally, Im in this space where I don't know if I belong, or should I stay
Uh
Foot in the door, I told myself I'm on my way
Uh
Really at war, behind the smile that's on my face, bro its fake
I don't feel the confidence that I should to be an entertainer, I'm guarded
I'm more concerned with being an artist
Cause every record just aint a multi-platinum recording
And to me, acting silly on camera just aint rewarding
I'm not impressed by the energy thug, you just need a hug
But you'll look weak, and be critiqued, if you gon lead with love
This the kinda shit I'm thinking when I see you niggas
Over dramatic and over embellished, I relish the moments when it's me and my pen
And I don't need to pretend, like everybody I meet is a friend
Kin by bars, not by relation, this shit, just imitation
Sticking to the script we call making it
God do me this favor, tell them do me no favors
Cause you know I don't like em', and that don't make me no hater
Wanna speak to the people that's paying bills, and dues, with shit to lose
Just doing what they gotta do, you know what I'm going through
I'm praying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm saying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've gained more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've changed more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm praying more than I care to admit
Free falling with my eyes closed, aint no telling where my mind goes
Shit aint no telling where my time goes
Feel like I'm looking through a mirror through a blindfold
Don't know who I am anymore
Become obsessed with studying personalities that bring in bigger checks
And the people they attract, is it fiction or it's fact
Then you meet them and you see it's just an act
Damn
Now you've gotta get your Denzel on, or they gon' say you fell off
Laughing like it's funny I really get my Chappelle on
Knowing I'm for real, but it's better they think you well off
Came too far to fail or quit, then write a tell-all
My family back home like, this nigga's a rich nigga
Anything I do gon' be lit nigga
I come from a small town, this shit a myth nigga
I just spent like 20 thou, look at my wrist nigga
Nah fam, you're out of bounds, this shit a trip nigga
Do me this favor, tell em' do me no favors
You know I don't like em' and that don't make me no hater
I wanna speak to the people that's paying bills, and dues, with shit to lose
Just doing what they gotta do, you know what I'm going through
Yeah
I'm praying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm saying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've gained more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've changed more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm praying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm saying more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've gained more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I've changed more than I care to admit
Yeah, yeah
I'm praying more than I care to admit

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