My Fault

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Man I've been on pause 
F*ck y'all if you wanna let me fall
Been broken but I know it's all my fault
Tryna make even though I know it's hard
Do anything for it if that means to starve
Love the pain so I look for a word to carve
Go insane when I see others going far
The fame is only meant for fucking stars
Shine bright, look for the light
Do you see mine? In the dark night?
I ask why I fight everyday in this life
But what is real will come when the time is right
Just tryna rhyme shit that they'll be likin
Looking for signs and I'm thinkin I'm findin
Some are they real or is it just the timin
I don't know but I am losing my mind quick 
God damn can't even talk to my fam
Only my brothers treat me like the man
That I really am but I just can't rant 
I'm known to be quiet I'm stuck in the past
The pressure is pushin should I push it back
Depression won't end so emotions I lack
I question existence this shit is so wack
Don't care what I'm sippin even if it's yak 
I love what I'm smokin my lungs turning black
Don't care if I'm chokin just let me collapse
See death and I'm hopin that he lets me pass
I'm shattered and broken I feel like I'm glass
My heart is cut open it's bleeding real fast
Don't care about bitches won't give em a chance
I'm stuck in a pit with blood on my hands
It's up to my neck and down on my pants

She told me that she left me and its all my fault
But now she calling's me sayin that she want it all
Just wanna be alone so I decline calls
Staying in my room until the night fall
She told me that she left me and its all my fault
But now she calling's me sayin that she want it all
Just wanna be alone so I decline calls
Staying in my room until the night fall

I'm feelin like a burden
Why live life if I am worthless
As time goes by one things for certain
I'm sick of only feeling like I'm hurtin
Down on my knees man I'm suffering
The pain that I've felt, can you see me bleed?
On the wall in blood "can you save me please!?"
Why love when everybody's hating me
I do not get it there's so many questions 
The tension is pushing me over the edge and
Connections have burned in a matter of seconds
Progressin depression filled me with aggression 
Confession, attention want to fucking end it
I bet that if I did I would not regret it
The Pain is so endless I feel the rejection
Don't get it? forget it. I'm feelin so breathless
I don't even know what to say
The more I'm alive, the more I feel pain
Why is it when you die, it all goes away?
Only live for the high, but why should I stay?
Will I live it right? Or just fucking fade
To the left or the right, like which fucking way?
Will it get better ? on which fucking day ?
I can kill me whenever in this fucking game
What did I do to deserve this
I don't know but I'm hurtin
Will I find the right soul? I'm searchin
I'll be in the dark where I'm lurkin

She told me that she left me and its all my fault
But now she calling's me sayin that she want it all
Just wanna be alone so I decline calls
Staying in my room until the night fall
She told me that she left me and its all my fault
But now she calling's me sayin that she want it all
Just wanna be alone so I decline calls
Staying in my room until the night fall

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