Change Ya Life Up

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Meysha

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Staring at the blank page
I’m so sick and fucking tired of blank page
Looking for answers at the end my pen like the ink i’m writing with
Came from an old sage
I hope to die of old age and not from being afraid of this life that i made
Talkin' to my mom in my mind everyday
Trying to imagine what advice she’d say
Pat me on the shoulder for the boulder of
This life i carry every day
Because i’m young black and gay
Look but don’t play, sometimes ya’ll look @ my feminine ways , as a joke
They be ‘theming’ me, joggers be condemning me
They snicker when
Sir-rin' me, and him-in' me
And honestly some days i feel masculine
And some days i feel fem
Don’t want to be a casualty of your hers or your hims
See
I’m just me
Meysha meesh
I’m from the east coast
I ain’t no beast though, hella soft, often casually strolling rolling, taking green back, like you owe me cash
Life rolled me past greener pastures
Stuck me at the bottom, had no parents
Cause
Somebody gotten, & shot em
Got no fam
Got no ends
A few friends
And if ya stilll listening
And i guess i’ll start my story over again
Hey hi
What’s up
My name is Meysha
I’ll be ya teacher
If you let me i promise you won’t forget me
You won’t regret me
Change ya life up if you let me
Struggling to find another verse
I think I’ll self destruct again
Ain’t heard from my fam
Cause they say the life I’m in’s a sin
Disgusting cause
I’m the sin
Ain’t no way that Imma win
So f*ck it then
Had this curse since birth, tried drownin it out
Clowin it out, keep me something to laugh about
It’s crazy how
Life made me now
I made me how
A young lady
Came from something shady
Became somethin amazing
And don’t you see it
Don’t make me repeat it, triple threat
Y’all just ain’t heard me yet
But I’m a vet
Life’s a war
It called me for a higher purpose so I served this
Verses assorted
Stupid ideas aborted
The silence I can’t afford it
Forfeit on keeping up appearances
For people who can’t stand
Me
Namely my family
And anybody else who stuck me in the box on they shelf
Not searching for wealth I’m
Searching for self
Mental health
I wanna be well.
It’s so hard, but I ain’t gone fail
Hey hi
What’s up
My name is meysha
I’ll be ya teacher
If you let me i promise you won’t forget me
You won’t regret me
Change ya life up if you let me

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