Exhausted

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Levi Lavish

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I think I’m a bit over stressed
Think I’m a bit of a mess
Think imma die in my 20’s cause I won’t survive all the rest
Overthinking’s got me thinking to death
And I’m weakened by it sinking deep inside it try to keep it quiet but it’s singing it’s best
So I flee to writing cause I’m seeking silence greet my demons kindly then I’m thinking again like
F*ck
This mind of mine will never tire
I keep questioning my own intentions fighting my desires
I’m supposed to be that humble down to earth kid mom inspired
So I’m trying but I want a couple million as a writer
What do I know
My anxiety’s a joke
Tryna find a way to cope by writing my life in my notes
Scared I aspire to be all the things that I won’t
Balancing act is as heavy as ever and I know I’m walking the tightest of ropes
I’m lying the most
I say I’m fine when I honestly feel like I’m dying and broke
Woah
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Sick feeling nauseous
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Wish I was thoughtless
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
It costs living cautious
Isn’t it crazy
Mind always racing
Tryna decide on the right way to save me
I talk to myself like I’m trying to help but how can I change what I already made me
So what am running from why am I tripping
Scared of becoming the kid with a vision
Surrounded by judgement and drowned in opinions
Breaking down under cloudy conditions
And I know I can’t let it get to me
I am the referee
I’m the one making decisions
I’m in control of my self esteem
Don’t let it get to me
I’m the one choosing yeah I’m the commission
Progressively mentally checking me unless it’s affecting me f*ck how they’re feeling
Still I’m obsessively questioning everything is it all meant to me is it a given
Fear of not knowings what cripples my mission
My food for thoughts got me lacking nutrition
My purpose and nervousness causes the friction
And I can’t avoid this oncoming collision
I’m caught in my ways no brakes or resistance
Got me locked in a awkward position
Cause I wanna block out my own intuition
But stop at the thought of my own compositions
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Sick feeling nauseous
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Wish I was thoughtless
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
Feel like I’ve lost it
F*ck I’m exhausted
It costs living cautious
I just want an answer to all of my questions
Where is my path
Where am I headed
Where is some guidance some kind of direction
Is rappin an outlet or just for attention
I don’t know myself
Maybe I do
Maybe my maybes are way overused
What can I say I’m afraid of the truth
Cause what if I hate what is actually true
So f*ck all these negative thoughts I’ve been entertaining
Swear I’m cutting them off cause I’m fucking exhausted I’m tired of putting myself in a box so I’m putting a stop to the constant degrading
I put myself down I run me around but I’m changing it now cause tired of waiting
I’m tired of saying I’m trying to change then I hide in my pain cause I’m comfortable staying like
F*ck that
So now I need come to terms
With the fact that how I’m thinking lately self destructs my worth
And I know these black clouds that gather around will twist and turn
But I will learn so I will never be concerned when they return
It’s Lavish

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