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Pariyah

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I just need a feel I need something to get me by when it gets awful
Needing somebody by my side someone whose gonna ride when it gets awful
And I know I got too much pride reason I'm gonna die when it gets awful
It's all my fault that it's awful

Guilty conscience about the past when you kill me just make it fast
Demons pick at my brain whenever I face the gas
Happiness comes in flashes never could make it last
You said I never be good enough never could make you laugh
But it's deeper than you and y'all y'all just hoes who got too involved
I know I got problems excuse how I'm coming off
But naw I'm not an idiot never usually wrong
But the world trying to tell my intuition is flawed
They try to run game and tell you nothing is wrong
Sending paragraphs that's saying nothing at all
All these mind games I just stay in my lane
I just try to find peace and I try to maintain yeah

I just need a feel I need something to get me by when it gets awful
Needing somebody by my side someone whose gonna ride when it gets awful
And I know I got too much pride reason I'm gonna die when it gets awful
It's all my fault that it's awful

Living life in a tangent it's like I'm running in circles
Feeling more like a circus losing focus and purpose
Asking myself is it worth it getting confused on this journey
Nothing I'm trying is working my passion dying for certain
The devil spies in the curtain looking and searching for weakness
I know he lies in the bourbon but I can't lie I like slurring
It help me deal with these people and help me feel somewhat equal
One of the loves of my life I'll probably get fucked up tonight
And it'll be a hell of a sight won't it take a picture it'll last longer
In this dark room tryna figure out how the to get these feelings out
They in the way infiltrate trying to ball like its NBA
Making sure me and mines is straight when I'm dead and gone they'll be ok

I just need a feel I need something to get me by when it gets awful
Needing somebody by my side someone whose gonna ride when it gets awful
And I know I got too much pride reason I'm gonna die when it gets awful
It's all my fault that it's awful

Soundtrack to my life stay trying to find my vice why I got the drink on ice
Why I got you on vice grip know the hole is tight I almost bust my pipe
Two minutes in had to pull out tried to keep control
Love the way you leak on my pole you my bitch I let the people know
Go through things and just keep it low they can't wait till he's exposed
When you being you what's there to show though I be smirking in all my photos
Deep down what's going on you want know cuz I ain't want to vent
Just put on that tint when I'm feeling tense
When I'm feeling down
I just need some space I work better when they ain't round 
Ain't it crazy what you can process when its no sound
I ain't have my ID sent wifey to get some crown
Took two double shots and looked at you now I'm aroused

I just need a feel I need something to get me by when it gets awful
Needing somebody by my side someone whose gonna ride when it gets awful
And I know I got too much pride reason I'm gonna die when it gets awful
It's all my fault that it's awful

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