Rainy Nights II (Idol Hands Remix)

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Rainy nights thinkin' bout this life
Wondering, am i wasting time or am I doin right?
To this day still think of suicide
Then i think of all the people that would lose if I choose to die
So I can't do it
And I know there ain't no future in this pack moving
So, all I have is this rap music
Deep down i'm really thinking
Man that's stupid
The f*ck you doing?
Guess this life is just give, take
Trying to hold it all together 'til ya big break
On this road I followed made so many mistakes and missteps
Tryna find the shortcuts, to get the big checks
Never thinkin' of longevity
When I was seventeen didn't think I'd live to see twenty three
And everything that's happened ever since
Got me pondering, should I go hit the alter and, maybe genuflect?
Say some prayers, maybe say amen?
Hit some old friends up, maybe make amends?
Shiiit
Voices in my head like F*ck that!
They fucked you over, now they'll never get that trust back
Trust that!
Had my thoughts deranged
Like, are they even ya REAL friends if they don't cause you pain?
Do she even love you if she doesn't f*ck you over
Hug you close, and
Run that game
Talkin' how she's gonna change?
You take her back and she does the same
Pawn that ring that you got her, in exchange for a little change
Only so much the heart takes before the heart break
Now you walkin' around numb like you was Scarface
Doin lines, wishing you could believe the lies
Wantin' to go back to when everything was fine
You realize shit was never what it seemed
All that happiness you thought you had was just a dream
Aint no nightmare, homie, but life is not fair
All these people deceive you, they blowin' hot airrrr
Why i keep my distance, Be consistent
See the vision, Do my best to reach my peak condition
I mean I've given my life to spittin' these lines
And spent way too many nights
Committing the crimes for nickles and dimes
Wishing somethin' would just give me a sign
That I'm not wasting my time
I wanna live 'til I die, ya feel me
Spent way too long finding the real me
To let these muthafuckas kill me
I'm riding filthy In pursuit of getting clean
Not as easy as it seems
Especially when ya life hanging by a string
On a wing and a dream, I had low self esteem
Getting paper by the ream
Trying to make a stream
Ain't No maybelline, don't make up shit
Just thankful for this life i get to wake up wit, I mean
I went from not even mentioned
To mufuckas duckin' me like a call from collections
I used to want the attention until i saw what it meant
A bunch a hatin' muthafuckas Always all in ya shit
And they be plotting a lick
Cuz they dont got what you get
So by the time you hear this shit i might be gone wit the wind, damn
Yeah they be plotting a lick, cuz they don't got what you get
I might be gone with the wind, shit

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