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These are my problems 
Got so many problems 
These are my problems 
I don't know how to solve them 

Dear depression, dear suicide, dear all the notes that I wrote to leave behind 
Would anyone miss me if I died today 
I've been holding so many thoughts so let me take a second to make a confession 
Every day I wake up I think to myself 
I gotta put a smile on my face
Telling everybody that I'm doing good when I'm not 
They be askin' what I did today turn around and I say I didn't do a whole lot 
And I say that I'm doing fine but in mind I've been contemplating a plan 
What if I told the whole world about the struggles that I face 
Would that make me less of a man?
Got all of these thoughts just scrambling my brain 
Feeling so fake to myself I lie and I lie just to cover up my pain 

Maybe one day I look around and people could understand me 
Happy today but tomorrow a goner that's something I might be 
Listening to Dear God like why am I still hurting today why am I created me this way 
I still have some questions to ask you like why am I suffering in this place 
I drown in my thoughts in these words in my head that stay on repeat 
"You're not good enough" as it says to me as I try and fall asleep  
I keep up with all these thoughts that keep messing with my head 
Sometimes I think that it would be better if I was dead 

These are my problems 
Got so many problems 
These are my problems 
I don't know how to solve them

I've paid dollars to feed the mouths that lie 
I keep going through these motions and I need to get them out don't think that I've tried 
Now I know I can't ever rest cause life is just that big of a mess 
Feeling so empty inside I need to find a way to patch up this hole in my chest 
They always be telling me there's light at the end of the tunnel but I don't see it 
Had thoughts of ending my life a month ago and I'm close to that 
Maybe I should stop and take those words in my mind and send them back 
Even when you feel like your life is in a stump 
Remember that your story isn't done 

This is for everyone that struggle and has gone through that 
These are my problems and confidence is something I lack 
If you're listening just know you've got a friend in me 
I pray that one day you begin to see 
You're worth more than you know stronger than you show so please don't let go 

So many times I give advice but I could never listen to my own 
I remember that day clearly 
All those voices in my head talking to me taken over by all those demons 
Looking down in my bed screaming 
I was eighteen when I wanted to be dead 
Got all of the things that I kept inside my head 
I took a blade and put it to my wrist 
Had it going vertical this is the one shot I could not miss 
Here I am today telling you that I made it through 
There's help out there if you need help 
But at the end of the day it all starts with yourself 

These are my problems 
Got so many problems 

I met this girl and I know that she been hurt 
But I promised her that I would always put her first 
I wanna take on our problems together 
But maybe the problem was me and not her 
Got me thinking that I should be feeling guilty 
Never wanted to be an issue for you just believe me 
When I say that you're everything to me just know that I mean it 
I can't lose the only thing I got going right now 
Will someone just talk to me and tell me how 

Tell me how 
I could ever be happy 
Feeling like I can't be 
Cause if it wasn't for me I wouldn't have these thoughts 
Give her my love and my life that's all that I got 
I don't like to smile in pictures anymore cause I see them in the media 
I don't wanna be social no more cause the more you trust they could be leaving ya

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