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PRESHER & Ainsley Silver

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Im lost for the first time is the worst time
Im lost not the first time out of sunshine
Im lost for the first time is the worst time
Im lost not the first time out of sunshine

See what its like to be in my shoes what its like to duck when the kettle heats 
When the shower leaks when i fucking breathe im too loud to speak 
Now im feeling weak now i gotta leave
Im begging im saying please i just wanna smile and cry and feel some love from the people id die for
Dont get me wrong they give it they do
Its just that i dont really take it in well 
A little dark but im happy i am alone but im happy how can i think that i am not 
How can i  wish when i got allot how could i ask to be left alone 
When some of you aint even got home 
I aint got the right to think i aint never had a light indespite of my pain 
and lack to obtain the feeling that makes me the same
I think i can tell when im about to lose when the sun has set and the moon is up 
Then i lose the reigns of iron cup suddenly these chains got me locked up 
bloodstains now and im hooked on 
Cold steel when the love gone 
Cold steel when i need some 
Cold steel let the blood run

Im lost for the first time is the worst time 
Im lost not the first time outta sunshine
Im lost for the first time is the worst time 
Im lost not the first time outta sunshine

In the rabbit hole sink to the mind 
Dreams are reality unseen to the lies 
Seems like i gotta seventeen reasons to cry 
Dreams that have told lies to the mind no 
I aint wanna drown i aint wanna fall outta time 
I aint wanna close my eyes i aint wanna close eyes 
When i do i lose sight of the man in the corner of the room
I aint wanna drown i aint wanna fall outta time 
I aint wanna close my eyes when i do i lose sun
I am blind deaf and dumb and i was always scared of the dark but the night is liar 
If you saw a man standing in the corner of the room in a light wouldnt doubt it 
But now a question if i dreaming eyes open and reality screams back scenes from the past 
Bad memories those times when a boy got no doubt no shield for the heat no cold for the tea
But a cracked vase for a mind fucking mad at himself all the time 
I aint never gonna close eyes when i do 
i lose sight of the man in corner of the room like im trying to fucking breathe on the moon

But now i can see now i got roots n the ground like a tree 
A  huff and a puff you think im naive 
You aint gonna tell me to leave 
You aint gonna tell me to leave 

I will never bow to the moon 
I will never lose heart 
Infront of the judges i use art but at times i admit i abuse that
No i have beed raised 
Living the temple of rage 
Ducking the people i love
Forgiving the people i dont  
You aint gonna know when they blow 
Blow up and shatter they role 
Look at me i am a man 
Look away i am a boy
Its hard to ignore 
The dirt your models have left 
Now i got to handle the debt 
Now i gotta pay for the set
Lord forgive me im drinking regret 
Lord forgive me i need to forget 
Dreams are leaking is making me sad 
Means delusion is creeping my back 
Spider spider crawling my neck 
Spider spider gimme a sec 
Liar liar where is the spider 
Close your eyes

But maybe this aint how it gotta be
Maybe im losing morality 
F*ck it im done with formalities 
This time i aint being the casualty
Euthanize my own mind
Fucking puppet i aint blue prints 
For your next fucking nice true shit
Doubt creeps these grapevines
Now the rose blooms in my mind 
Now another great fucking love dies
I will worship this lifeline
I am yours and you are not mine
Fucking pride got my damn name 
In a damn honour bound mind game 
Played by the fucking cold shame 
Disappointment to my first name
Im ruled by a damn nother 
Take my clothes i got honour take my food i got honour take my mind i got honour 
Take my life thank you mother

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