Stay Away.

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Tried to leave my demons where my mind at 
Just to drop them off, and tell em I'll be right back 
My poppa still call me when he drunk 
Just to tell me that he sorry
I've been feeling kinda stuck 
And I've been tryna tell this story 
See, I know he mean it
But there's a place for people like him 
He can't redeem it 
After doing all he did, he knows I seen it 
I've tried to block him, but he always find a new number 
He always finds a way 
And I've been taking all these drugs just to get my feelings numer 
I just wanna fade away 
To a place, where nobody remembers me 
I wish I could I erase all this pain from my memory 
So much sadness, that it gets to the point where I loose my sensory 
Friends leave, bitches leave, everybody leave 
This shit ain't new to me 
Always get back up, when life beats me brutally 
But I'm bound to fall right back down, usually 
I guess it's all a balance
I'm just crying over people's absence 
I learned to drink my pain away from my poppa 
Always saw him take his demons out on my momma 
And I ain't seen him since I was in pajamas 
I've done seen some shit, that I'd rather not tell
Never hit me when they got it all, so I gotta change my cell
I still feel all this pain in my heart, well

I already know, how this shit go 
I done felt it all, man my heart so broke 
It's always been like this, since way back then 
Can you please stay away, don't want pain again 

I'm better off when I'm all alone 
So why the f*ck would I need you?

It like really helps with my growth, cause nobody bugging me, it's just me
But that's just me 

Today I turn 20 years old
The world taught me to never trust a soul
In my years of living I've learned that being alone helps you grow
I've begged for love, I've begged for people to stay
But all that shit changes today
I try not to put any stress on myself, i take this day by day
All though I've been back stabbed so many times
My heart is still big 
And I ask myself why fig, why?
I'm like a child, I easily forgive
Any grudge, any bad history I have with anyone, I let that shit go
To all the people who aren't in my life anymore
Love y'all and miss y'all, but I'm better off alone

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