Fixation (feat. RainingOnRoses)

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iLLFaith

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With each song I am so nervous
Walk the talk and go the furthest
Hoping you will be left wordless
But instead I'm feeling worthless
Have I lived and served my purpose?
Barely clinging to the surface.
Throw up sorrow, wine red curses
Breath borrowed that I can't purchase

I've got some shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stuck in my head and I know it's not the best
With all I put out, it's hard to feel blessed
Trying every single day to not Smith and Wess
I've got some shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stuck in my head and I know it's not the best
With all I put out, it's hard to feel blessed
Trying every single day to not Smith and Wess

I need you I am so broken 
I can't speak I know I'm choking 
Understand that I'm not joking
Not much longer I'll be going 
I can't breath this shit is hopeless 
You are still my main focus 
Kind of crazy girl I know it 
I can love you let me show it 
Miss you here beside me 
I know I left you crying 
But girl I'm fucking dying
I promise that I'm trying 
I know you don't believe That 
But girl I fucking mean that 

Hold my breath 
Can't take this stress 
Live my life 
I'm so depressed 
Why am I here 
I don't even know, I 
Really don't care 
If Your by my side  
Hold my breath 
Can't take this stress 
Live my life 
I'm so depressed 
Why am I here 
I don't even know, I 
Really don't care 
If Your by my side 

Hold my breath 
Can't take this stress 
Live my life 
I'm so depressed 
Why am I here 
I don't even know, I 
Really don't care 
If your by my side
Hold my breath 
Can't take this stress 
Live my life 
I'm so depressed 
Why am I here 
I don't even know, I 
Really don't care 
If your by my side

It's therapeutic to write out how I feel
The drugs, the pain, the daily ordeal
Only few of you know exactly what's real
The rest just see the hand that I deal
Can't undo this mask, it won't seem to peel
Black and white outside, internally won't heal
Stitching's' torn apart, revealing whats concealed
Heart slowly failing as I turn the wheel

I've got some shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stuck in my head and I know it's not the best
With all I put out, it's hard to feel blessed
Trying every single day to not Smith and Wess
I've got some shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stuck in my head and I know it's not the best
With all I put out, it's hard to feel blessed
Trying every single day to not Smith and Wess

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