I Just Wanna Die

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Fractured

Fractured is an Industrial band created by Canadian Nick Gorman in 2003. Formed in Toronto, his self produced release CD-R demo titled Contami-Nation caught the attention of European label Dependent who signed them. After the release of the demo Gorman was joined by Famine and in 2006 released their debut CD, Only Human Remains. Fractured's third release, Beneath The Ashes, was released by Dependent (Europe) and Metropolis Records (North America) in 2011. more »

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Dear everybody
Life has been a little hard
Tryna figure out who I am
Never knowin' who I am
No one understands me
No one even wants to care for me
Maybe I'm not meant to be here
Always going left and right
I just need relief
I just wanna find some peace
Can this be a dream
Can I even wake up
Will they even remember me
have they already forgotten me

I didn't mean for this to happen
Waking up at 3 A.M
Overwhelmed with all these thoughts into my head
Music is the way I'm livin'
But I feel like I am dying inside
Gotta get my hoodie that I wear only everyday
Barely feeling comfortable in my own skin
Walking to the hall
Tryna reach the bathroom 
I keep on lookin' at the mirror
I don't like what I'm seein' 
It is terrible 
It is horrifying
It is devastating
There's a long list 
But it'll never stop
So I'll cut it short
So I can reach the point 
Before it's too late
Shut my eyes 
Only for a moment
Now it's 6 A.M
And I just wanna go to bed
Now sitting my class
I only feel so empty now
Everybodies gotta partner up
No one is approachin' me

I just came home
My fam is always fightin' 
People get mad
I am bullied left and right
I am always beaten down
And always bullied on the internet
Telling me I should've left already
Welcome to the next day
Sittin' at a table all alone
Tryna eat
Tryna get some peace
They think I'll never know
I'll keep it to myself
It's easier to lie than to give them honesty 
But honestly I am giving in
I keep on fakin' it 
But am I makin' it
I am just an outcast
Horrified like outlast
Always stickin' to the past
Only place I know best
Everybody keeps on stabbin' me
Like they even know me
I am also human
But you treat like me like I'm not
So am I human anymore
Was I human to begin with 

I don't keep wanna keep on running
I don't wanna keep on dodging
I just wanna rest
I am a twisted kind of person
Maybe I want you to notice me and ask me if I am ok
But I push all of you away
Saying I am fine
What is wrong with me
It's like I wanna cry but I can't
I wanna punch the wall
Or maybe get a call
Someone sayin' I am here for you
My idol passed awhile back
Saying "you aren't gone til you're forgotten"
But I have never been remembered
So was I ever here
You may have never wanted me but I needed you
I loved you more than life
Everything i said is what I think about at night
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna be this
I've been losing track of time
I don't mind it cause it always stays the same
I don't blame anyone but everyone is blaming me
Man I just wanna

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