Fallin' (feat. Crystal Isbell)

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Essaye

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Essaye aka Sin's Advocate
I got a story for y'all
This is the realness
I hope you feel this
It's mental illness
Raw truths right here
Listen
What you're about to hear is recollection of my past
So come in close, here's trigger warnin
This won't be fun, but I'll make it fast
Hard times they come and go
Fasho they never last
But being brought up with disorders
Y'feel the world crush at your back
Let's talk about demons
They say they don't exist cause we can't see them
But in my mind, trapped in time,
Turning every memory evil
Bipolarity, scarily, affecting my energies
Point of no return
Disaster begets better people
When you live it and you learn
Tell me
Have you ever tried to send yourself to heaven
But on second thought, you realized
It was more petty then clever
Well I have, it was nothin' nice
Staring in the mirror with no light
On a stormy night, takin' that drive
Was the worst decision of my life
Truth is, I was faded
Somethin' that was never stated
101 highway was rainin
Tryna change my mind, barely made it
Jay died then I lost my woman
Lookin' forward to my self end
There was nothin' left for me to see
Release my soul and accept defeat
If we're fallin' flat
The world may never cut you slack
Go head and bet on black
Roll the dice, take a chance
Slippin' through the cracks
Trust that I will have your back
You can count on that
Together we'll get back on track
If we're fallin' flat
The world may never cut you slack
Go head and bet on black
Roll the dice, take a chance
Slippin' through the cracks
Trust that I will have your back
You can count on that
Together we'll get back on track
This started many years ago
Never a puppet show
No strings attached and
I was fallin' flat like like dominoes
Too many tears to flow
Could've been my death note
Mind if I read y'all this letter
Aight, here goes
Excuse me as I fail at life
Excuse me as I have nothing left and can't tell what's right
Inter-personally more than a fight
12 rounds in as I'm
A man by day and a monster by night
Sanity becomes lost in the light
Blurred thoughts create
Unruly visions playing tricks on my sight
Screws in my head oppose the word tight
I'm goin' crazy talkin
Awakened nightmares causing daytime frights
Carefree to what may happen in spite
Fallen angels passing
Influence darkness as I lay here and write
No tellin' why I need this whole verse to rhyme
But realize, that this time is ours
So put your hand in mine and join me on this ride
If we're fallin' flat
The world may never cut you slack
Go head and bet on black
Roll the dice, take a chance
Slippin' through the cracks
Trust that I will have your back
You can count on that
Together we'll get back on track
If we're fallin' flat
The world may never cut you slack
Go head and bet on black
Roll the dice, take a chance
Slippin' through the cracks
Trust that I will have your back
You can count on that
Together we'll get back on track
You ever just
Feel so overwhelmed and overjoyed on life
That you get curious about
What's waitin' on the other side
Everything is going so well, so right, so fly oh so high
That I'd be fine right now if I just died
I'm enjoyin' the ride -long
The serotonin in mind -gone
The people with who I spend time -on
So why do I sit here and cry
I speak about passion, speak about pleasure
Speak about hustle, speak on injustice
Not even half of what I've been thru in my struggles
Like of course my life is lit
But can I really take you deep
Yeah I'm sure that I'm the shit
I try to kill myself in my slee-oops
I let that slip- no wait
Not what I was supposed to say
I'm good but could be great
Steamrollin' anyone in my way
Anyone is me today
I wonder if you could relate
Captain save everyone, anytime, everyday
Would it be fine if I flew off
Had nothin' more to say
Tell me to stay
I'll fall into your arms
Yeah that's my safe place
If we're fallin' flat
The world may never cut you slack
Go head and bet on black
Roll the dice, take a chance
Slippin' through the cracks
Trust that I will have your back
You can count on that
Together we'll get back on track
If we're fallin' flat
The world may never cut you slack
Go head and bet on black
Roll the dice, take a chance
Slippin' through the cracks
Trust that I will have your back
You can count on that
Together we'll get back on track
Thank you for taking time
Listening to these rhymes
I hope y'all understand
Mental illness is not a crime

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