Losing Myself

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Rui Rui

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I feel like I'm slowing sinking down
Can't think when you know you're gonna drown
Just sitting on the dirty ground
Am I fighting to survive or die

I know I'm not that far from home
But slow, I hurt myself alone
Just wish for some kind of miracle
Is it going to be fine tonight

'Cause looking at myself in the mirror
Wishing I was prettier, skinnier, something I would rather
Look like than myself
Look like than myself
I try

And very single day skipping dinner
Yes I've considered, shivered, always getting triggered
'Cause I have felt
Now I'm just numb inside

I hope I can be her
That model in the picture
That actress with the figure
That someone who is better, better

And her
That girl who is his treasure
Who makes him feel just richer
Than any of the guys

Losing myself to someone I just don't recognize

It hurts when I try to sleep at night
Gets worse when I wait for morning light
Take turns to make me weak inside
Just waiting for the day to end

No one knows about my history
In front of my insecurities
Are guns so nobody can see
How much I have left to mend

'Cause looking at myself in the mirror
Wishing I was prettier, skinnier, something I would rather
Look like than myself
Look like than myself
I try

And very single day skipping dinner
Yes I've considered, shivered, always getting triggered
'Cause I have felt
Now I'm just numb inside

I hope I can be her
That model in the picture
That actress with the figure
That someone who is better, better

And her
That girl who is his treasure
Who makes him feel just richer
Than any of the guys

Losing myself to someone I just don't recognize

I feel like I'm slowly sinking down
Just waiting for my time to drown
Not praying for anything else
Should I run before I say goodbye

I know I'm not that far from home
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm not alone
If I turn my life around I'll know
I'm fighting to live tonight

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