Nightmare
ShyLock
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Pop! What was that? There's something in the air Smells like fear, there's something happening here I'm just sitting in my room like any other day Minding my own business and just aiming for 3 rings Elmsley counts, handstands, and the time in between Spent jumping in my car every time the phone rings Nothing comes easy, always busting my ass And free time's sitting at the desk always honing the craft Of writing rhymes, spitting lines, working through serious feelings I'm back to having days worth experiencing Always bettering myself and tryna lower my stress It's been just a few months without antidepressants For the first time in 12 years, it's the time of my life The most accomplished I've felt since before I dropped grade 9 And then 'pop, what was that?', my life's about to change In a way, huh, I'll never be the same I peek around the corner and the first thing I see My little brother face down, a hood is holding a piece To his head, you'd think I'd freeze but instead I have to check The other rooms to make sure that no one is dead So I keep moving to the kitchen, the next thing I see My little brother's best friend, hands up, down on his knees With another crew member with the chrome to his teeth Dude screaming in his face, 'where the f*ck is he?' Now I can't see I just stare, I'm seeing spots in the air Everything's moving in slow motion but no time for fear Now there's only one objective, my mission is clear To make sure that we all live to walk outta here I'm not suicidal, as much as I've claimed to be I'm not a superhero, as much as I aim to be And now my only thought is, 'this is cuz of me' So I called out to the crew and I said 'yo, follow me' I did it by the book, I was in it for money I never stole, never lied, I never hurt anybody The definition of a good guy stuck in a bad scene Growing up, this is never what I wanted to be But there I was, pure intentions, waiting for better days 'Til these guys kicked in my front door waving guns in our faces I support my whole family and they just took my life savings Then my family just left, my life's been shattered to pieces The first week after nobody would even speak to me And after 2 they said 'sorry, we found a place, we're leaving' By a month my brothers don't answer my calls anymore After a year my legs still shake when someone knocks at the door They didn't f*ck up my life for just a few minutes This is the rest of my life I have to deal with this And what's worse is that these fuckin' inbreds have no regrets So now I'm walking a fine line between living and death Now I have nothing left My fuckin' life is a mess My panic's up, I'm popping pills just to handle the stress Handle the stress? I'm not handling stress I'm tearing out my hair wondering what I do next I was just a few months from living off of investments Now the rest of my life is just a living resentment Of my life, I was set, I was done, that was it I was getting out but now I'm still stuck in this shit And every night before I sleep I play it over again No matter what I do I just can't get it out of my head Some nights it shakes me up so much that I wake up in a sweat And run around an empty house to make sure no one is dead But I'm alone here again, this shit's still stuck in my head I was almost passed the point of wishing that I was dead And now I've lost a piece of me I didn't wanna forget So now I guess I'll just sit back and wait for the end
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