Black Heart

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Lil Ramen

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I cannot deal with this pain but I love you
Push forward every day but I never come to
The conclusion of what we really are
We stay blind to distance but we're pretty far
I spent a minute with my spirit
It's been slitting every visit
I been wicked, not explicit
never twisted, vision vivid
I told you the feelings you feeling the same
What do we share if we don't share the pain
The shame, insane with rain
We down the drain but you complain
You can stay but I stay broke in veins
You can stay but I put love in vain
You can stay but I mix love and hate
You can stay but I will hesitate
I will hesitate to end it
End it all
I will hesitate to finish the end at all
Stuck in this hall
I hesitate when I call
To speak the truth when my mind been crawling
I won't speak because I'm fearful of causing
You to fall out of love but I've been starving
You have been living and I have been watching
I have been sitting in fear of any pauses
In your voice because that's how we start with losses
Are you gone because I was too cautious
I'm overthinking it's making me nauseous
Black heart
Filling the void from a bad part
Of my life that had me torn apart
Born scarred
Broken and torn up
Sad art!
Black heart
Filling the void from a bad part
Of my life that had me torn apart
Born scarred
Broken and torn up
Sad art!
Lessons in depression I fucked up affection
Since I was eleven at 7/11 with hustle intentions
My heart on my sleeve and screaming for essence
You hate me but I need presence
You cannot see all these questions
You used to say that I was incredible
Now you treat me expendable
Ay i have felt so fucking broken
Overthinking mind's been closing
I have felt so fucking controlling
In the past I have flooded now I've been floating
I've been barely above the water
When I say I'm fine it's torture
The fortified walls have not gotten taller
Since Water the figure has stayed in the corner
I need a doctor or semblance of order
My mind has been caught up thinking of horror
That lay behind my door at night
That lay behind the coldest vibes
Fear of the dark is a fear of my heart
And the feelings are guarded
Disregard it
Make a deposit to my pocket
On the carpet with my vomit

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