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Rayan

Rayan (Arabic: ريّان or ريان, romanized: rayyān), also spelt Rayyan or Rayaan, is generally a given name of Arabic origin, usually male but sometimes female, meaning "Door Of Heaven”, “Beautifier", "luxuriant" or "plentiful" in Arabic.This name is diffrent with the Persian name Rayan (Persian: رایان Rāyān [ˈraːjaːn]), also spelled Ryan or Rayaan, which is an Iranian given name of Persian origin. In Persian, it is primarily a male given name that means "smart", "wise" or "thinker". In Arabic and Islamic tradition, it is the name of one of the gates of Jannah, Al-Rayyan, through which only those who fast a lot would enter on the Day of Resurrection. more »

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At 17 this shit happened 
Though I wasn't with that street shit
Walked back from school 
Always kept that tunnel vision
I didn't look at no direction
Always kept to myself
Knew a lot affiliated
Acted like someone else
Mean it's crazy how much banging I heard
Heard them shots taken
But I'd brush it off like nothing happened wore a straight face
Until that day in winter
When I was minding mine
You wanna know how I became this
I'll take you back to that time

See the block was hot
One of the homies at the time 
Had gotten into it with ops 
And then that escalated quickly 
To exchanging plenty shots
And lucky got his shots to drop
And then he vanished
Left behind the mayhem on the block
No one could manage
And know they wanted him
but know they knew not how to track him And that's when all this shit 
Had got its start 
Now here's what happened
Just another day 
And politics is all the same 
Just going about my way
With not a reason to complain
Shit is crazy
In a second life could change
Because at that very second 
Felt something follow me
A car that's packed and creeping 
Then out the passenger seat
This dude jumps out 
And starts interrogating 
Hand on his his heat
Ay yo
Yo check it that's the guy right there
Oh this punk?
Man pull up on him 
Yow I'mma f*ck his life up 
Watch this 
Ay yo 
Yo 
Yo tell your bitch ass man his luck's up man 
Yo yo yo chill man 
F*ck you muthafucka
Then he cocked and let it blast
2 shots he put inside me 
Had me flat out on my ass
Got me looking at the clouds 
With all them thoughts that start to flash
Shivering but the bullets 
Had balanced out the thermostat
Saw the nice things that they always talk about
I saw the light and felt the breeze 
And paradise felt close to grasp
And then my eyes fade away
8 months later 
Heard a woman saying welcome back
Woke up in hospital bed
With hella strings attached
My vision blurry 
Felt a fucking burden in my back
But something burned inside of me 
And Then manic attacked
Had me weeping like a child 
On what I did to deserve this
I'm doubting everybody
Everything 
And even it's purpose
Ditched them crutches within weeks 
And with my limp started lurking
Searching for the one that shot me 
To inflict the same hurting
Or even worse 
And man them thoughts 
They wouldn't end 
But shit I came out to the news 
The blocks had chose to make amends But since nobody went all out 
When I got shot to go avenge
Ain't no muthafuckin block gotta say on me in that sense
Went and got my ass a glock 
For the sake protection
The Moment I grabbed it 
I knew the reason in its possession
Started rolling around 
Like I was crazy on a mission
Bout to take off 
But my rocket fuel was my aggression
Eyes wide open 
Now I'm gazing in all the directions
Till I saw this dude 
Walking alone up to my left
And something inside of me 
Said to go and ask him the question
So I hit a U turn 
When I reached the intersection
And I parked right by the side walk 
Just a couple yards ahead him
While I'm staring at his face 
A spark goes off inside my head
And I remembered he was riding back seat Day I got hit in
Adrenaline starts to hit 
And now I'm grabbing all of my shit
And now I'm jumping out of the drivers seat
One hand clinched to a fist
The other is on my heat
With premeditated intentions. 
Yeah I just left the studio Ma
I'm finna grab some milk
And come back home 
You ain't gotta worry bout it
Wait
That's when I caught my first body
Saw him die but not a spec of remorse Moved inside me
Wished to drop on the porch 
Of the mother of dude that shot me
Just to show him what I was 
And what I currently embody
How I went from a good kid 
Now what am I
Went from seeing all the lights 
When I was about to die
Now I'm probably bound to hell 
To me I see no difference
Shrapnels still burn in my body 
And my head is twisted
But what's done is done 
Now this is how I'm living
But what's done is done
Now this is how I'm living 

At 17 that shit happened 
Though I wasn't with that street shit
Walked back from school 
Always kept that tunnel vision
I didn't look at no direction
Always kept to myself
Knew a lot affiliated
Acted like someone else
Mean it's crazy how much banging I heard
Heard them shots taken
But I'd brush it off like nothing happened wore a straight face
Until that day in winter
When I was minding mine
Wanted to know how I became this
I took you back to that time

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