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Lately all I do is think and think and think
It's like I'm drowning in my thoughts
If I'm being honest, my mind is an empty space that's full of dots
Like every time I wake up I just stare at my cuts
And then again, I start thinking lots and lots
Like this shit is too hard
I don't think I'll ever make it far
This might be the last time u hear a song from Scar
Feels like my mind is being bended by some avatar
Ye I keep thinking why I'm alive
Why am I living?
Like my mind is an ocean full of thoughts and I keep on sinking
Every single second I feel like I'm high though I'm not even drinking
I just feel numb like park of linkin
I keep thinking why do I try
It's probably better if I die
Either way I don't do no shit
I make shitass songs and hope to make a hit
But there are so many people so how am I supposed to top it
I think maybe I should really just stop it
And every day it gets worse
I dunno wt I'm doing anymore
Like wt is it that even living for
And Yes I put a fake mask but I'm broken from the core
Yeah I feel like I'm better off dead
And like I said
Every day, every hour, every second all I do is think
And then get myself down and low
I wish I could go back to what I was before
You see the truth is, I can't handle this shit anymore
I can't handle this pain, everyone hates me
Like why in the world do you resent me
I never really met a person that was truly friendly
It's like I'm scared of being judged
But it keeps on happening and I can't handle it anymore cuz...

Lately I've been thinking
Why am I even living?
My mind is an ocean
And I just keep on sinking
Lately I've been thinking
Why am I even living?
My mind is an ocean
And I just keep on sinking

You see all I wanna do is scream
I feel cursed to be able to think
It's like my mind swallows me
No I'm not good enough
No I can't do this shit
No I'm not made for this
I bought a knife yesterday
Maybe I should go die with it
Yeah I'm paranoid
And I'm deep into the void
Lately I feel like I should go kill myself
I mean truly, I don't even feel myself
Who the hell is in my body?
Well, its not me so it prolly someone else
Probably a demon because my life is hell
And yeah, I'm stuck in a jail and I'm the one who locked myself
I'm just stuck in my mind
My past keeps haunting me and then pulls me behind
No matter how hard I try, I cannot shine
I can't recall a single time in which I was actually fine
I mean the hell is my life
Maybe I should've never been born
I had a heart but even that got torn
I may be smiling but I dunno wt really even is fun
Why was ever even is born is the question I ask my mom
And yesterday I had someone telling me that they are my fans
What the hell?
I mean look at me. I'm just so stupid
I'm so flipping dumb
You want me to be happy? Well not thx
Cuz I'm just so done
You think I'm epic? Well, honestly you are wrong
Yeah i hate my life; I don't know what's right
When there is no hope in me, how can I fight?

Lately I've been thinking
Why am I even living?
My mind is an ocean
And I just keep on sinking
Lately I've been thinking
Why am I even living?
My mind is an ocean
And I just keep on sinking

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