Forfeit

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Zayne Freshley

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I'm sitting in this bed
Crying why am I not dead
Nigga you heard what I said
You called my problems infrared
Why don't you ever listen
Man I shouldn't have to beg
It's hard for me to function
With the lies that I've been fed
Now my heart is made of lead
You wanna lock me up
Even though you aided and abetted
Some things I said
Even though I'm right, I still regret it
They say I'm too lit
I can't see where I'm headed
Eyes blocked up
Can't see past the tears
I feel like I'm sliding
I can't change the gears
This ain’t the life I want to live
I got nothing left to give
I try and face my demons
But I’m paralyzed in fear
I had all this opportunity
I still took the pills
I don't want no cheap thrills
Man I'd rather just kill myself
Put my life on the shelf
Let me tell you I'm tired
My pain it is dire
Why can’t I go
And just burn in this fire
Why can’t my body
Just let me expire
I been wrote the letter
It made me a liar
Can't work on myself
Guess I'm not for hire
Believe me, I've tried
It's a strain on my mental
I need me a rental
I try and keep up
They keep changing the tempo
I just wanna see a mirror
And have somebody smiling back
Last time I seen that
Nigga I ain’t even keeping track
I speak straight facts
I'm off the hinge no casket
You know I'm going up
Quit asking
I woulda multiplied with you
Bread basket
Then you started to oppress
No savage
Bet on me, just call me Zack
Bitch don't ever call me back
Last time I opened up
My heart froze like Dak
I'm tired of feeling
All the wrong things
I'm tired of your
Broken apologies
Your tears they are empty
Still wish I was 6ft deep
The thought comes
Five times a week
Your smiles don’t erase the past
The pain you caused, yea that’s gon last
The remedy is not so fast
But is it even worth it
I just know it better
Cuz God won’t let me forfeit
I gotta leave this pit
Just call me Tony Dorsett
Is life even worth it
Why won't God let me forfeit

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