Frightened

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St. Blair

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Nightmares and daydreams
Can't keep this shit clean
I care too much even when I
Take a couple photos
I'm riding to my job solo
I don't stop I'm determined
But still that resemblance is hurting
Paranoid you are my mama
Feel the pain then I panic 
I'm still healing from the damage
Of course you cannot be my mama
But still my head is twisted fucked up 
And flashes back to the trauma
Can't forgive can't forget it
Can't forgive can't forget it
Shit I'm frightened by you Mama

I'm still frightened by you mama
I'm still frightened by you papa
I'm still frightened I'm still frightened
I'm still frightened by you 
And what you've done to me before
And I know you'll do it yet again

I'm still frightened by you mama
I'm still frightened by you papa
I'm still frightened I'm still frightened
I'm still frightened by you 
And what you've done to me before
And I know you'll do it yet again

Mommy issues daddy issues
Spare me all your fucking tissues 
I missed you the idea of you 
But I can't stay long around you
I'm pushed too far I forgot 
How to feel my comfort 
I wonder if I'm stunted in my growth
So it makes me feel like I'm going under 
I can't break the chain history repeats
I'm not backwards I'm forward
Against your flaws
Against the cause
I still rebel 
I still live in hell 

I'm not that miracle kid
That almost died in the womb
I don't really have the spoons
To debate my trauma 
Double down on your reasons
Say it was for the best
But now that I left
You say you'll help but wheres the
Security that I need
To help me get on by 
And everything I see
Makes me know your lies too
I'm still frightened I couldn't be myself
And you can't accept how I came out of hell

I'm still frightened by you mama
I'm still frightened by you papa
I'm still frightened I'm still frightened
I'm still frightened by you 
And what you've done to me before
And I know you'll do it yet again

I'm still frightened by you mama
I'm still frightened by you papa
I'm still frightened I'm still frightened
I'm still frightened by you 
And what you've done to me before
And I know you'll do it yet again

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