Never Saying Goodbye

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I got all these demons in my head
I can’t count how many times I’ve said
I just want it to be over I wanna be dead
I’m turning to everything I said I wouldn’t
I’m smoking all this weed
Puffin on the nicotine
I don’t want you to think I’m weak
When I pour my heat on these beats
I just don’t want you to worry
Please believe me I’m trying
But every night I’m slowly dying
Every night I break down crying
When I say I’m fine I’m lyin'
I've just be feeling so alone
But now I’m in my zone
Depression takin the best of me
It’s hard to let my momma see
Someone who she loves heavily
Going down the wrong path
Sometimes I wish I could go back
I just turned 18
These songs I’m making
Are from my heart
That shit was torn apart
I think it needs a jump start
Hop in my whip and drive all night
Dealing with these thoughts you know it's a fight
Dealing with these thoughts yeah you know it's a fight
It’s feels like I’m losing I just might
God please help give me a sign
I need to find the light
Wish I could restart in life
But this life is no game
It’s making me insane
I’m trying to cope with the pain
Medicine and Counseling doesn’t help
I hope you don’t go through the pain I’ve felt
Suicide? No I don’t wanna die
F*ck soaring ima fly high
But I guess for now I’m getting by
I need some help I’m not gonna lie
But
I’m going from the heart and dome
I’m vibing now I’m all up in my zone
I needed help no one had a phone
How do you think that makes me feel?
No one fucked with me now I got a full corse meal
Everyone always pissed I’m eating off my plate
Everyone always pissed I’m only eating steak
They couldn’t make it to dinner they were late
They pissed cause they missed the private plane
Why is it AJ you thought to diss
I’ve been through all the shit
So why couldn’t I write a diss?
Already tried killing myself once
So why try to kill me twice?
Obviously I’m not supposed to die
But I’m still just trying to get by
God please I’m just a fucking guy
I can’t do this on my own
I get fried I’m in my zone
But once I lose that feeling I take another hit
I can’t stop Rapping Issa drug addictive shit
So I’m never gonna say my farewells
So I'm never gonna say farewell
Until the day I’m 6 feet deep
But my music will still live on
And you’ll remember me through memories
But just know I’m up in heaven with a blunt just vibing
It's AJ

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