Quotidian Fraca for Forbearance and Love (feat. Luna)

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If you fall in love with me don't
I'm here to warn you about 
What you might be 
Getting yourself into
I smile by habit not by choice 
I giggle out of empathy and humor 
Or embarrassment but never to 
Purposefully spite 

Cause I'm anxious Twenty four seven 
Constantly trembling with fright 
Chasing the pipe dream of being loved
Whilst fighting chronic PTSD 
Among numerous illnesses 
Praying to God to end this lovelessness 
So I can no longer feel the need to 
Efface myself Just embrace myself
But 

I face my evil self 
Wasting my waking hours looking 
At a made up effigy of her sweet face 
Hectoring myself about removing 
The nectar ever joyous factor  
And glace making the cherry on top
Of the unfair slice of my life's cake 
Sour as I devour my tower of joy 
Every second, hour, like a roaring lion 
Rawr rawr can't hang in there 
It's hard to think about tomorrow
Yeah

But I move
Regardless the test of times 
I might be a 
Crepuscular & Nocturnal creature 
Combined 
Profusely purposefully intertwined. 
Dying everyday Every night 
I unwind and whine
Unwind and whine 
Why aren't you mine
Why aren't you mine

It's a Quotidian Fraca for 
Forbearance and love 
Forever a loser, at the end of the line 
Face is an adit to 
My soul that isn't mine and

And you should probably know that
I'm emotional, like, really emotional 
In fact I may even think 
I have you fooled about how I'm 
Feeling, but because my dad didn't 
Raise a liar, I am forced to 
Unintentionally wear my big sobby 
Heart on my sleeve

Simultaneously I weave 
A cloak of invisibility 
Cause all I seek is refuge 
On a steady track 
Behind the strongest bars
So, here I am 
Casting up days left In my life 
And counting stars 
Countless scars 
Gazillion people throwing punches 
Trying to knock me out 

But all I want is love

If you want to fall in love with me
Be my guest, but beware 
I've got a  
Daedalian heart
Regardless, the point

The point is I'm a tangled mess 
Of contradictory things
But I'm not saying this to scare you
I'm saying this 
To warn and protect you 
And to properly love you 
And tell you 
Not to worry about a thing
Because remember I am 
An all- or- nothing person
So if I fall in love I am all in for you 
And that If you somehow fall 
In love with me don't 
I'll fall In love with your phases 
Both dark and bright 
I'll fall in love with how you pretend 
You're not emotional despite the fact 
Your feelings are trying so hard 
To escape your eyes 

I'm not going to fall in love 
With just you
You're too complex and complicated 
For it to be that simple and so all I 
Ask is that if you fall in love with me
You fall in love 
With my infinite Nodus' too

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