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I really don't know where i should start
But I really need to end this painful part
Need to tell you everything you don't know
About my life and how hard was to grow

I just wanted to feel something like love
So I fu**ed with many people... a lot
I felt so alone, scared, tired to breathe
I didn't sleep or even imagined start to eat

I know I made a lot of mistakes, I'm sorry
But I'm only human, no need to worry
My past is something I'm trying to hide
But there is always someone who keeps breaking my heart

You don't even know my whole story
About my childhood and how it destroyed me
When someone disrespect your whole body
You don't wanna live no more, okay buddy?

I tried so many times to end this feeling
By crying and sometimes even by bleeding
I'm grateful i realized this isn't the right way
I wanna wake up to another sunny day

Was pushing myself to tell the truth everybody
But I wasn't ready, I'm sorry... mommy
Sorry for you to not understanding my pain
Hearing my crying behind the wall every day

Saying shits about me, how I was a few years ago
I was just a stupid child, didn't need to glow

I know I made a lot of mistakes, I'm sorry
But I'm only human, no need to worry
My past is something I'm trying to hide
But there is always someone who keeps breaking my heart

Saying shits about me, how I was a few years ago
I was just a stupid child, didn't need to glow

And even when I open up for someone
They take my love and destroy it just for fun
They only choose me, to use me
Not to feel me, or even love me

Everybody thinks that I am just a stupid h*e 
But it really wasn't about sex, you know?
I hated myself like nobody else in this world
So I was looking for some type of love, oh lord

I don't regret single thing I did in my past
But the pain i took with will forever last
I just want from you... to know this
Maybe now you understand, or you will just diss

Thank you my friends, my supporters, my family
You made my dream come to reality
I hoped to live happy satisfying life
Because of you I have some more time

Time to grow up even more
And don't wanna die like one year ago
I think you've heard enough
I am such a crybaby, duh?

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