Anxiety

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Ginger Jay

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Without a mic I got anxiety
Cause a lot of phony rappers keep on trying me
See that's the part that seems like irony
Why you hating on me if you always got your eyes on me
How you have me waiting then you act impatient
I always seem to face this instigation
I mean it's always people hating on those 
Who just wanna make it with their dreams and then they wanna take it

But this is mine for the taking my palms are itching and shaking
I won't split it with a bum who keeps constantly acting fake 
And then they use it as a chance to go and snake him
I learned through my early ages that my time would just be wasted 
With people who always playing
This ain't Dreamcast this is real life shit
This the reason why I always write shit
I just hope I do it right shit
I mean who you know who do it like this
I ain't acting cocky I'm confident with my rhymes
So I use it as a chance to go and shine
I hope you realise that negativity couldn't defeat my grind
Cause in every opportunity I thrive
You'll never find a diamond if you never wanna mine
And you'll never hit the road without a drive
So what makes you think you're gonna learn a single thing 
when you always wanna be a simple mind
Ignorance ain't bliss it's comfortability without an ounce of energy 
To stretch your own abilities then claim that's it's humility
You'll never have Fluidity while lacking the agility to flip it 
thinking different only sounds like it's stupidity
It's not called being humble just admit you're being lazy
It doesn't matter if these people think that you're fugazi
Cause a closed mouth never got fed
And if I never put in work I'd rather drop dead
This is hot lead I'm talking pencils
I'm educating my mental with these words 
I always write cause my mind is my body's temple
Pictures that I paint never came from another stencil
So I always stay original every time 
I assemble every rhyme every word every thought
Everything I've ever had the urge to jot
I owe it all to rap and my supporters cause without em 
I'd be lost and I wouldn't ever got to where I got

But without a mic I got anxiety
Cause a lot of phony rappers keep on trying me
See that's the part that seems like irony
Why you hating on me if you always got your eyes on me
How you have me waiting then you act impatient
I always seem to face this instigation
I mean it's always people hating on those who just wanna make it 
With their dreams and then they wanna take it

I've had enough of all these people who smile right in my face
And then they look me in my eyes and they tell me my music's great
But then the second that I leave is the minute they turn away
And then conspire with their friends so their feeling will turn to hate
I've had enough of all the nonsense
The bullshit is feeling toxic
The way they like to treat me makes me nauseous
It's contagious the way that they got me raging like 
I'm racing or I'm pacing between me and my conscious
I don't know that feeling is so obnoxious
I get anxious whenever I'm feeling cautious
Maybe that's the reason they try to put us in boxes
They label us as weak like we're pieces within a project
But I ain't a cog I'm a damn leader
But I need to stop and take a damn breather
But the moment that I stop is the moment they take control
And the minute that I leave is the minute I've dug a hole
And that's never gonna happen as long as I keep it moving
As long as I'm still breathing I'll never be caught up losing
It's stupid to assume that opinions effect my mood
When I spent my whole life influenced by bigger dudes
Who keep it thorough like they had nothing
But used their talent till they had nothing
Left to give and now they have something
That's worth dying I'm ready to pledge my soul
But that's never gonna happen as long as I stay at home
So f*ck it I'm on the road to success and i ain't sight seeing
I feel that shit in my chest and I don't try being
Another rapper that tries to sound like another
Man that shit is overplayed I ain't trying to be like a sucker
I'm trying to be myself in a world that just don't accept it
The people that don't fit are the ones that'll get neglected
But I keep on making time for those people and I respected
All the grind and all the time people put into all their sessions

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