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Thought about killing myself, take some more drugs man that'll help
My life isn't worth anything, man, that's what I kept telling myself
Wanna get big, ain't no quitting now
What I want to do is preach my life through the mic
Try to make the world a better place one day, not buyin' threes like a trey (aye)
Eighteen Years old, go through so much pain, makes my life feel drained
Makes my life feel drained, uh, makes my life feel drained, uh
Got a call my dad died, first day of senior year, shit had me in fear
Aye, Didn't have my life guide, I really cried, I died inside
Couldn't survive, didn't know what I wanted to do with my life
Crying out for help, does anyone care? I just wanted to clear the air
My brains dead I'ma need a spare, but I'm okay that's all I wanna share
So young got so much to live for, burned up to the core
Now pour me a four, ain't nothing in this life no more
(Now pour me a four, ain't nothing in this life no more)
I'm already dead, drugs to the head, emotional distress, nothing to live for
Life ain't worth it anymore, my heart so sore, you're asking for war...
(I'm already dead, drugs to the head, emotional distress, nothing to live for
Life ain't worth it anymore, my heart so sore, you're asking for war...)
Not saying the drugs'll fix the pain, but It's crazy like Lui Kang
Just recovering, make me nothing, watch me keep stuntin'
Could my lyrics help people ? That's all I wanna know
Now listen to the flow, I'm just trying to grow, and gather all the ammo
Some kill to make it hurt less (uh huh)
That seems crazy, lets process (uh huh)
Gonna die soon, all I knew (uh huh)
Gonna die soon, that's what I said (uh huh)
Wish I could stop, but I'm already dead (uh huh)
How could this happen again? I'm fly like Aladdin
Tell me more lies, like you did the last two times
I'ma keep doin' my thing, ima bring everything and I'ma be the king
My dawgs got me, you finna see
There for me when I had no one, helps to have someone
Ima make you proud dad, your death had me so sad
Can't stay mad, I'm a high school grad dad
Are you proud of me? I wish I could just see...
I wish you could just see the man you made me...

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