Stormy Clouds

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I been, drowning in tears, stormy clouds over my head
I ain't, tryna be here, my past dangle on a thread
And it's, hard to be strong, when I think about ahead
Am I, entirely wrong, if I wish that I was dead
I been, dying inside, gotta keep it on the low
But it's, hurting my pride, time been moving so slow
And my, sadness arrives, when I'm headed down below
Are you, really surprised, bout the shit that I don't show

These words depicting how I'm feeling at the moment
I ain't one to vent to people but the open book has spoken
It reads a story bout a lil nigga who heart was broken
He could never put the pieces together of why he's frozen
A black boy in America
His life made in hella ways, pain in a plethora
They couldn't see the agony in him with good retina's
He was always kicked to the curb and no one was generous
I know people go through shit, it's a courtesy of living
I couldn't handle all my pain and it kept my head spinning
It's a lil hard to explain why I kept it hidden
It damaged my emotions, my heart did the heavy lifting
I was holding on for too long, I felt my grip slipping
Mood swings left and right, man I know I'm  trippin
Anxiety running through veins and I feel my heart splitting
I'm back at square one, the same shit from the beginning

I been, drowning in tears, stormy clouds over my head
I ain't, tryna be here, my past dangle on a thread
And it's, hard to be strong, when I think about ahead
Am I, entirely wrong, if I wish that I was dead
I been, dying inside, gotta keep it on the low
But it's, hurting my pride, time been moving so slow
And my, sadness arrives, when I'm headed down below
Are you, really surprised, bout the shit that I don't show

It's some shit that I don't show, I just write it in my notes
It's some shit that you don't know, while I'm clinging to the ropes
Hella shit I can't control, I just have some high hopes
Until the truth can be told, intentions closed by envelopes
My soul hurting cause of toxic human interaction
Got me thinking the world minus me is easy subtraction
One thing lead to another, karma hit my chain reaction
That shit caught me lacking, that's why it's all pain and passion
Cause I'm learning from my shit and everyday I'm getting better
Cause I'm running to this cheese, like a rat chasing the cheddar
I was at my lowest once now I'm shining whatever the weather
Imma look back on my past imma remember when a nigga was lesser
Than everyone around me, but I picked myself up
It was all pure skill, It ain't never been to luck
I took my time wit it, ain't no need for me to rush
Cause my heart is healing now even though if feels rough

I been, drowning in tears, stormy clouds over my head
I ain't, tryna be here, my past dangle on a thread
And it's, hard to be strong, when I think about ahead
Am I, entirely wrong, if I wish that I was dead
I been, dying inside, gotta keep it on the low
But it's, hurting my pride, time been moving so slow
And my, sadness arrives, when I'm headed down below
Are you, really surprised, bout the shit that I don't show

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