Narcissus? (feat. Marissa Isabella)

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Javier Piñón

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I'm hanging up the phone
I'm walking out the door
Don't dare to search for me cuz I'll be out looking for more

I don't need your reply
But one won't be denied
As long as we accept the facts, the cracks we have inside

I've been dying to reach out to you, but I know
The moment that it leaves my phone, I'm once more
Back on the roller coaster that took us all the way to
Back and forth from the Earth and moon

I swore no more deliberations for my poor old soul
The toll from our relation's like a casualty of war
So imagine my frustration when I found out about the hospital
Cuz in my imagination I could see me breaking down those walls

I can ask how you've been
You can tell me how it went
Cuz I'd be worried bout you, wonderin if it's reached you
And I hope and pray to God that it turns out to be a fluke

Yeah, I guess our dreams are just dreams for a reason
And everyone who I believe in can see it
Yet it's hard to accept, though there's many parts I get
That our roads won't converge for this season

You know, it ticks me off that I still feel the urge to right my wrongs and write the songs 
I heard
We both worked hard enough and gave enough to watch those bridges burn

Look. I'm sorry for the man I was before
I'm sorry for the lies I know I told
I'm sorry for my actions, I found how they impactin'
Fact is, I feel like I'm the (Asshole)

(As whole) days went by where all we did was cry
I grew to lose the urgency to try
Why things went so long I don't know why
I guess, despite the past, we feared goodbye

You thought that you could trust I wouldn't treat you like the same
You thought that you could trust that I would never bring you pain
Yet you thought you couldn't trust yourself to open up to me
Or was that just another lie you cast into the fray

Now I promise that I won't dish out the crimes
Cuz people treat the Internet like clotheslines
So let's just both accept the fact we crossed a line
Or else I'll lose my mind when I count the times

So go ahead and call me selfish, uh
Cuz I chose zealous over helpless, yeah
So though I don't know what I want from this, well
I know it's shifted on from reminisce

I'm hanging up the phone
I'm walking out the door
Don't dare to search for me cuz I'll be out looking for more

I don't need your reply
But one won't be denied
As long as we accept the facts, the cracks we have inside

It's pretty bold of you to choose to loosen the taboo
'Specially since before you chose to leave me unconsoled
You stole my soul and left a hole that could have consumed
My whole self, I'll kill myself before I fold to you

You know, I guess it's easy come and easy go
Sounds to me you got what you deserve
Wait, I told myself I won't be bitter
Well I guess I'll have to reconsider

Why'd you never see the things I tried to do for you
Or never understood the things your lies had put me through
You never seemed to care unless it traveled back to you
You didn't seem to care when you went on to something new

You tore me apart
Shot through the heart
I was right to light it from the start

Since I couldn't resist
When the feeling's dismissed
I was left to face a narcissist

So I guess that's an error, let's be the sharers
A failure, a scare when I look in the mirror
That the sins I have made have decayed on my face
But they also gave me these lessons that I should be embracin'

So wave goodbye to days behind
Back when our meadow used to thrive
Why should I know if to these rhymes she'd testify
I'm just an echo in the night

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