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Meeko Kolledi

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I can never be good enough, or never be the best
Unless I was someone else, way more blessed
Said the voice in my head, I'm better off dead
Don't need to take meds, for me to get to bed
Cause I can't help it, I'm helpless to the self hate
Can't relate, can't tell it, cause I'm so selfish
My demons, deceiving, everything with meaning
Confined to my crib, like I'm still teething
Every task that I take, every dream that I have
Halfass, sinking so fast, I don't even have
The strength to be me, time to wear a mask
I need to be whole, so I take a stab at it
You can never do it, you useless, you proved it
You ruin everything you doing, you a nuisance
I'm in the middle of the beat, slug it out with the devil
In between the bass and the treble I tremble

The thought I try to leave, it comes, back to me
The voices in my head, I don't want them here
Everytime I come around, man I gotta sit down
Cause it's too loud for me
Every little let down, I don't wanna spaz out
Cause it's too loud for me
Can you tell me something, to make it go away
I'm tired of the running, I'm in the same place
Let me get a way out, Let me get a way out
The last time I listen, The last time you visit
The last time my mind in a prison so vivid
I'm my own person, I know I'm so worth it
I'm still soul searching, looking for a purpose

I try not to listen, I try not to listen, I try not to listen
But it gets so hard, Don't start
You took me so far from it all
Led me to the dark and I'm tired of it all

Here comes the shame, she's outta league now
Why play the game you ain't even got a team
Don't even get ready, why even try
You'll never go steady, she's with another guy
And that voice gets louder, How do you take powder
From a taste so numb, you ain't even need powder
Escape from Dilemmas, plain front and center
S.O.S stamped back return to sender
You stopped coming around, you stopped hanging out
You barely chop it up, goodbye say ciao, audios
You came close, but no toast
Just a life that's senseless, like you were broke
There's no hoax or joke, no holy ghost
Just a voice you heard spoke, no one even knows
How it feels to deal with the cards that are dealt
I can deal with the hell, I know how it felt

I truly believe, the pain I felt was for a good reason
I bleed cause my needs are leaking to my brain
I been thinking about all the times I hurt other people
And maybe the pain was a way for me to be a better me
So I could see the damage that I did
And live with the message that I gotta be better
Now here comes the voices, I can't take the pressure

The thought I try to leave, it comes, back to me
The voices in my head, I don't want them here
Everytime I come around, man I gotta sit down
cause it's too loud for me
Every little let down, I don't wanna spaz out
Cause it's too loud for me
Can you tell me something, to make it go away
I'm tired of the runnin', I'm in the same place
Let me get a way out, Let me get a way out
The last time I listen, The last time you visit
The last time my mind in a prison so vivid
I'm my own person, I know I'm so worth it
I'm still soul searching, looking for a purpose

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