Rebirth

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Xavier Smith

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Yeah
It's has been one whole year
And I feel nothing has changed
Sitting in the room don't know what's the next step
The brain keeps shutting down
Lost in the clouds
Rain keeps pouring on my head
Thinking about the reception of the debut
People clowning on me
People trying to bring me back up
I don't know what to do
Surrounded by darkness
Can't find the light
Flashbacks to the worst times
Going in circles in life
It's been an infinite path
People waiting for the next drop
Delaying the release
Putting it away on the shelf
Had thoughts if I'm gonna be the next joke
Or the next big star
Been plotting the new fire
But assholes keep dropping the ice water
Back to square one
Then conflict with myself started
Annie wanted my soul to die
Depression taking a dump on my face
Evil Green wants me to turn to the dark side
Family and friends wanted me to stay as Xavier Smith
Realestix wants me to kick ass and take names
Asshole cousin insults the hell out of me
Mother was never in the picture
Being a rookie at producing music
Stubborn as hell
My mind is all over the motherfucking place
I don't understand what I did to get to this place
I'm wondering what to do
Where to start
How to end it
Apparently, maybe I did have lost a step
I just feel I don't belong in this world anymore
This is probably the end of the run for me

Is it too late to start over
Is it over for me
All of my hard work going down the drain
Thinking I'm the next piece of trash
But then I found the light
Been studying the means of positivity
The gold heart is now pumping again
And here we are standing on my two feet
Starting the next chapter of my life
I call this next step
Rebirth

Yeah
Thought I was history
Still running around in circles
Frustrated as hell
Then I found a path of some sort
Took it to see where I'll end up at
Saw a pot of gold at the end
Took me back to the lab
Everyone was so happy to see me back home
Was the greatest feeling ever
Gave me the strength to fight my demons
To end the war of all wars
Haters are still trying to bury my life
I said f*ck you
I'm now better than I ever was
Your hate speech is motivating my next move
Turning into Evil Green
Spitting the insults of all insults
Dropping them like flies
Dropping the nuke to finish the job
Placing tombstones over their fucking graves
That puts Xavier Smith versus the world out of the equation
Looking back at it like I did something right
Now back to the plan to save me and my career
Hopefully, it will go to plan
This is probably the last chance I got
Got to keep my head up
Stay focused
Don't let anything break me down
And to print the next chapter of my life

Is it too late to start over
Is it over for me
All of my hard work going down the drain
Thinking I'm the next piece of trash
But then I found the light
Been studying the means of positivity
The gold heart is now pumping again
And here we are standing on my two feet
Starting the next chapter of my life
I call this next step
Rebirth

Now nearing twenty years of me being on this planet we call Earth
I feel I'm just getting started
I put the past behind me
The present and future is my main concern
Luckily I don't fear anything in life
I ain't afraid of what's gonna happen
It was my decision to make this happen
I did it for myself
My family
My friends
And my future kids
I won't let my demons and my past get the best of me no more
I'm now the king of my world
Spreading peace, love, and positivity to everyone
Just doing what I love as a job
I'm letting you know that you can start over
Change who you are
Be the better man or woman you gotta be
Don't be afraid to do what you have got to do
Shoutout to my father for being sober for nearly a decade
As well as my aunt for getting her life back together
Anything is possible in life
You gotta stay committed to it
That's what I have been doing for sixteen years straight
2004 to the present
And here I am
A very happy man along with his cat
Got his life straightened out
And now I can close the book on the past
This is what I call rebirth

Is it too late to start over
Is it over for me
All of my hard work going down the drain
Thinking I'm the next piece of trash
But then I found the light
Been studying the means of positivity
The gold heart is now pumping again
And here we are standing on my two feet
Starting the next chapter of my life
I call this next step
Rebirth

Yeah
Mental illness and drugs can get to you
I have been a victim
Since the day I was born
But I'm still here
Fighting till the day I die
I know you can do this to
Stay true to who you are
Don't let anyone bring you down
It may sound corny
But this message right here
Came from my gut and brain
My personal experiences
Don't forget what I'm gonna say
Never let anyone or anything tell you no or you can't do anything
Keep breaking through every wall
and you will be at the top of the mountain
Believe me
It will all be worth it
Much Love, Xavier Smith

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