Traumatized
Yukon DeRosa
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Nothing gets better At all, I'm in my mind And I know my brain loves it When I'm dying all the time And it's something that I have Now all memorized Every single way I could take myself out, I I hate the fucking city And I hate the way it sounds Hate to see the hounds smile Through the lipstick on their mouths Because every single night They transform below the moon Monsters dressed in drag My paranoia anews Oh my god, why'd you do it Who's the real you inside Where is my body Did you bury it When I died When I was young I used to dream of you and I But you're just a coyote And you mauled me all the time Why do they love you When you know what you've done You stalk me with the queens The clubs your pantheon When I was young It was so lovely and sweet How much I trusted you Before you raped me in my sleep Do not worship false idols You should worship me Do not worship false idols I wish they'd listen to me Because, I'm still dead And the scars are up my thighs And I bleed out in the bathtub And I'm all rotten inside Do not worship false idols You should worship me Do not worship false idols I wish they'd hear me Because, I'm drowning in the Thames And they cannot hear or see The person I've become I'm lost again Sidewalk-chalk body Like the children draw He killed my former self And hid my bones inside the wall And I taste the memories Of all those summer ago 'Wish I could forget The way it felt so I go And I cut up all my skin And I rip out both my eyes But then I wake up And I do this all the time I vow to take my life Again, and again But I'm struck by paranoia Once I get out a pen Every moment, every day It replays in my mind Every second, every voice In my head screams all of your lies You make me wanna shoot myself In-between the eyes And I hate god for what he's done Put me here to die Do not worship false idols You should worship me Do not worship false idols I wish they'd listen to me Because, I'm still dead And the scars are up my thighs And I bleed out in the bathtub And I'm all rotten inside Do not worship false idols You should worship me Do not worship false idols I wish they'd hear me Because, I'm drowning in the Thames And they cannot hear or see The person I've become I'm lost again The black dog that follows me Is inching in now If nothing ever changes I might just plunge down Into the floodlights Below the black water And when my skin sloughs off I'll become lobster fodder But my voice is still here And he calls out to me He haunts me, he haunts me He's always followed me And everytime I close my eyes Lay my head back to sleep All I ever see Are his eyes staring right back, to me Do not worship false idols You should worship me Do not worship false idols I wish they'd listen to me Because, I'm still dead And the scars are up my thighs And I bleed out in the bathtub And I'm all rotten inside Do not worship false idols You should worship me Do not worship false idols I wish they'd hear me Because, I'm drowning in the Thames And they cannot hear or see The person I've become I'm lost again All my scars aligned On the streets of the city I watch the red eyes To the beds of the many All my scars aligned In the lightning above I watch all the black dogs Take the place that I love And I have a black list Of the London queens Who sympathize with him They're watching me All my scars aligned In the lightning above I watch all the black dogs Take the place that I love
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