Smoking Alone

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Caderade

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Imagine 9th grade me buzzcuts and good report cards
Almost got my license ecstatic to finally drive a car
Made some friends man I thought they'd stick around
Good times I liked the company in which I surround
One of them mentioned weed and asked if I could find
I said yeah but I was hardcore frontin' in my mind
They said we ain't never smoked before have you
I said hell yeah I'm always chief in on that gorilla glue
Lying to impress people I luckily grew out of that
They didn't know better and looked right past
So we congregated while I got my hands on some tree
We met at one house and waited till a quarter till three
We snuck out the window and walked to a hayfield
Hid in the dirt and whipped out what we concealed
Put on pink floyd and pulled out a campfire lighter
Convinced i wanted this put butane to the igniter
Puffed puffed passed till I couldn't seem to stand
Made it back before his mom woke up it was planned
A couple weeks of smoking later and one had to squeal
The mom didn't turn me in and I thought that was a deal
The real deal happened with the devil weeks ago
All i could think about was tree man it was all I know
But now my friends are gone and I am left unknown
Unknown to the public so now I'm smoking alone

I used to smoke socially to calm the anxiety
Now I can't remember how to live in sobriety
For me it seems to be the cheapest form of psychiatry
The Mormons stay away cuz weed made my notoriety
For me it seems to be the cheapest form of psychiatry
I'm telling you to stay away it made my notoriety
My music is like my diary so stay and listen quietly
Just wanna get high to give my life some variety

I love the lights but lately I seem to shine better alone
No breaks taken when I'm unknown is when I'm in the zone
I got friends but I don't feel I can talk to them
Cuz my best convos happen when I'm in my REM
Aspirations of becoming the best and being loved nationally
Your dreams consume you and you start think irrationally
But if that's what it takes then that's what ill do
It's been a lonely winter if only you knew
I'm sorry to the homies wish that you could see my point of view
It's been a lonely winter man if only you knew
Cuz nobody will love me like I love myself
And vise versa I live in the word hate itself
Cause it's a weird complex in the love and hate mental war
Self-doubt then f*ck it run it back once more
Cause It's a weird complex in the love and hate mental war
Wanna reach the sky with my feet on the floor
What you are witnessing is the death of me and everything I know
Cause Caderade has reached out and consumed my soul
But now Cade is gone and I'm left unknown
Unknown to myself so now I'm smoking alone

I used to smoke socially to calm the anxiety
Now I can't remember how to live in sobriety
For me it seems to be the cheapest form of psychiatry
The Mormons stay away cuz weed made my notoriety
For me it seems to be the cheapest form of psychiatry
I'm telling you to stay away weed made my notoriety
My music is like my diary so stay and listen quietly
Just wanna get high to give my life some variety

Now come get high with me
Get high with me baby
Now come get high with me high with me
Why do I keep trying to make it like a swing
Man f*ck it
Come get high with me
Come ride with me
In the sky with me baby ay ay

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