Episode One

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Ed Blackburn

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About sixteen found out I was different
Growing up introduced shady shifting
The people around me, I started sifting
Friendship group changed, I became distant
Seventeenth birthday, that was the pivot
Best day of my life but I was oblivious
Everything changed and I felt like an idiot
Didn't really realise it was so insidious
Better than for worst, but a blessing and a curse
And admittedly, I was wishing for the hearse
Doing mathematics but it didn't seem to add up
Did nothing wrong, so thank god for Adam
And all the other boys from that same institution
You saved my life and now I have a future
Forever in debt and I never did get
Why you stood by my side, however depressed
Well Charlie and Paddy, I've known you the longest
2007 I believe when we bonded
Jamie, I don't have the words to describe
How I feel about you, our friendship, the strongest
Dylan, something's vivid and different 'bout you
Introduced me to music, through Up at Two
An achievement for me, and you won't believe
What it did for my health, I did it all with you
But how ironic that it came back to bite me
Where have you gone, damn this is frightening
How can you depend on someone so much
And when they're gone you can't stop spiralling
Bro, I thought this was a must
Not half a year, but forever just us
I don't have a brother metaphorically cut
Me in half but my heart rate stopped picking up
So grounded, is how I am now
I know you've got bigger things to worry about
So I forgive you, don't think this is a diss
Don't you dare think I'm down for the count
'cause I'm still fighting, writing and biting
My lip whenever I start thinking of you
Perhaps even more than before stood up tall
And you're welcome to return if ever you choose
So no hard feelings, just stay focussed
My heart's not broken that letter was a token
I bounced back even bigger, didn't you notice
And thank f*ck I said goodbye to psychosis
So this next verse proves to you
What the f*ck I can do without a blowing fuse
Not just talking to Molyneux I'm talking to the listener
So thank you all for supporting this movement
Come for the bull, well you're getting the horns
And I'll shit on you, 'cause you're bull shit, force
This down your throat, I just pissed on a boat
Then kissed and eloped with your favourite shawty
Pause, I'm the effect and the cause
Jumping up and down 'cause I'm testing the floors
Oh shit that's your ceiling, I am just seething
I guess that I forgot that I'm indoors
I'm awesome, causing me to break laws
Running around on all fours
You're poorly writing your cautious lines
My mind, I'm a war lord, I own four doors
So pick one and then walk forward
Proceed with your core or not at all
Understand I can write and produce this raw
Come up with a bar then put it in storage
Orange, I will never be boring
Even when I'm high it feels like I'm falling
Fuelling my ambition for the wish to be touring
Course it's never gonna work, put in effort for the verse
Then I severed all the words, I'm a dark horse
If you wanna be a bitch you should bark more
Say that again, I will slap you off that bar stool
I'm amazing like nitrous gas is
So pass this, already established
I can rap this backward, the fastest facist
Just 19 so I guess I'm the maddest
Gloucester has to offer
Wake up in the morning win the marathon in boston
Shit what it cost 'em, when I put 'em in a coffin
Ready for these bars, well I'm never gonna soften
Taking off my t-shirt in the middle of a blizzard, i'm a wizard
Am I different, or have I just got a vision
Am I spitting, reminiscing I don't know if I'm just pissing
Make you infinitely listen to my bipolar feelings
I can turn the fucking heat on you within in a hot minute
But I've finna gotta finish, got a burger full of relish
Gonna play this song at your funeral
So the outro is your eulogy, bitch

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