My Mind

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The Rapper Sid

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In the dead of night all the darkness in my mind
I've been searching for the answers but I need a place to hide
I could tell you that I'm fine but we know that that's a lie
I can see it in your eyes I look different in the light

Motivation where you at
You left and ain't came back
Our relationship will never last
Open your eyes and face the facts

I feel it coming over me
Like a shadow of the present
I know that there's no hope for me
So when will I get the message

I'm broken hoping nobody notices
I'm staring in the mirror like I don't even know him
Do you really know how it feels to be alone
And my mind's a constant battle waging war against my own

Succumb to the darkness and start to enjoy it
Everyone knows you're already destroyed
It's no longer a secret it's in all of your music
Why are you scared you got nothing to lose Sid

Quit acting like a baby
Lose your motivation
And suddenly you're crazy
Hahaha

Stop it!
I told you this isn't my fault
I've seen and done some things, okay?
I've been through a lot

Sure kid, say it again
Then maybe you'll believe it
I'm here for you around the clock
How can you not see that?

I made you everything you call yourself today
The fame you're begging for has got a price to pay
Don't say you're ready for it cause you're the one to blame
But just do the thing that you do best and push me out the way

Didn't I tell you to leave me alone?
This time I mean it get out of my home
I'm used to it doing it all on my own
I'm hard to love with a heart of stone

Why do I feel like I'm stuck in my head?
Why do I feel like I'd rather be dead?
Why do I feel like the world around me has nothing to offer so I stay in bed?

I dressed as your problems to add fuel to your fire
I'm still your motivation I'm just hidden in disguise
I thought you'd reach the skies in your fight to stay alive
But I was wrong I'm sorry that I tried

Well thanks for that apology it almost sounds sincere
That's one way to be there for me creating all my fear
Listen to what I say next cause I want it to be clear
We ain't friends not even close so stop ringing in my ear

My motivations tryna trick me
Tryna find a way out
I want to be making history
But I'm worried bout my way now

Cause you fed me all these lies
Had me thinking I should die
Nothing's feeling right
Cause I got you in my mind

Don't you get it Sid you need me
You thought this would be easy
Don't think I'm ever leaving
Cause without me ain't succeeding
I've been waiting for a minute For you to connect the dots
I lied to you, misguided you but it all came out of love

You see I did that And I did it all for you
Well I can't lie
Don't be surprised
I did it for me too

Cause without me there's no Sid
But without you I don't exist
So I gave you all these problems
Cause I wanted us to live

I realized something in 2014
The world you live in is dark and it's grim
But it's all that I got so I'll get where I fit
But I make you who you are so don't you ever forget

I wish I knew to use the fuel my motivation gave me
But every time he visited I always left so angry
I wish I could go back in time to make a couple changes
Live and you learn know I'm sorry I hope you don't hate me

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