Shy

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Ella Favela

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I was born with a lazy right eye, can't hardly see
Never really fixed, even after surgeries
I wore an eye patch for most of elementary
But my parents claim they never saw any of the bullying
Laughed at on the bus for my Urkel steez
To this day it still fucks with me
I never learned to love my damn self for me
Self esteem? I never met the bitch, honestly
Millennial babies, we raised ourselves
Nobody caught me, through the cracks I fell
When you walk alone in a crowd, you understand Mel
Pop in your headphones and pretend that all is well
Put my nose inside a book and get lost faraway
Pretending I can't hear any of the shit they say
I weather April showers cause there's flowers in May
Awaiting the whisper of the winds of change
Beautiful things don't ask for attention
Nah, they settle for dishonorable mention
Don't let the gold souls pass you by
Cause it's a lonely road when you're growing up shy
Beautiful things don't ask for attention
Nah, they settle for dishonorable mention
Don't let the gold souls pass you by
Cause it's a lonely road when you're growing up shy
Must have been like the second or third grade
The first time I decided to throw my lunch away
Wasn't long til I hid scarred knuckles, bile stains
Slave to the scale, it led to hospital stays
These days I'm aiming for strength over size
Learning to love my fat ass and thick thighs
Still make mistakes, and sometimes I still cry
But if I ever have a daughter, she will know pride
I still suffer from anxiety attacks
Socially I'm stunted from the confidence I lack
Depression makes the world fade away to black
I'm terrified of failure, of the cracks in my mask
The pursuit of happiness isn't pristine
Honesty is the only way to wash a soul clean
So I put the needle down and I swapped it out for green
Write my rhymes in silence, dare myself to dream
Beautiful things don't ask for attention
Nah, they settle for dishonorable mention
Don't let the gold souls pass you by
Cause it's a lonely road when you're growing up shy
Beautiful things don't ask for attention
Nah, they settle for dishonorable mention
Don't let the gold souls pass you by
Cause it's a lonely road when you're growing up shy
Beautiful things don't ask for attention
Nah, they settle for dishonorable mention
Don't let the gold souls pass you by
Cause it's a lonely road when you're growing up shy
Beautiful things don't ask for attention
Nah, they settle for dishonorable mention
Don't let the gold souls pass you by
Cause it's a lonely road when you're growing up shy

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