Bad Days

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Julia Ho (born July 1, 1987) is an American professional wrestler and former mixed martial artist, better known by her ring name Zeda Zhang. In the past she was signed with WWE NXT and Major League Wrestling (MLW), where she was the first female wrestler signed to the promotion.She previously was signed to WWE, where she appeared on the NXT brand under the ring name Zeda. She competed in the first Mae Young Classic in 2017 during her time with WWE. more »

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Sometimes
I get a little lonely
I cry myself to sleep at night
And wish that I could just be again

Just be myself
What am I afraid of now
The age of fairytales and Mary Jane's
Playing and singing and laughing and painting

You tell my sweetheart "just hold onto my hand"
I know it's frightening, but one day you'll understand

Now every day I try to let myself know
That it's a normal thing to cry even when you're grown
And every day I tell myself it's okay to be scared
You'll always have my love and care
It's not on you that you feel this ache
I'll never judge you by your bad days

I'm twenty one
I should have figured it all out by now
My friends are moving on in life
While I'm still finding the meaning of mine

I still hold on to my baby blanket
I always fall just shy of perfect
I hurt myself to help myself
It's the one thing that I can do well

My mum tells me to practice what I preach
Cuz I can be kind to anyone but me

So every day I try to let myself know
That it's perfectly fine to cry even when you're grown
And every day I tell myself it's okay to be nervous
You may fall, but you will flourish

It's okay to feel the ache
I'll never judge you by your bad days

How'd I get to this place?
Oh my my
I wear long sleeves all year long
So I can cover up the evidence of all that's going on

If I could add a line or two
So I could feel at ease
I know it'll make a mark on me
Like a wine stain left to dry

Like the flip of a switch
I fall from cheerfulness
To emptiness
I fill by bleeding from my wrists

You are someone I admire
Like a beautiful choir
You never gave up
Instead you gave me all your love

I'll take one step, but the staircase can wait
I think I'll start by letting myself have bad days

Now every day I try to let myself know
Bad days are part of living, but there will be good ones too
And every day I tell myself just try my best
When I run past Angus and King Ed.
And see the challenges I'll face
I'll never judge you by your bad days

And every day I try to let myself know
We all have our fears and faults, but a mighty soul
And every time I cry I make sure to let myself know
That it's safe to share what's going on below
You're not weak-you're strong, and you're kind, and you're thoughtful, and brave
I'll never judge you by your bad days

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