Conversations With Myself
Bboy Ninja
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All this anger got me danger like major ranger Cuttin me up slow like a razor with a hot laser What doesnt kill meee only makes me crazier I got these all these eyedeas and thats what fuels the lyrical surge Scratch an itch quick just to end the fuckin urge I got all these demons inside and thats what i aim to purge Sync up the personas and call it a corporate merge But then i unravel into infinity caused by my mental scourge I suffer from an excess of anxiety Depression dissociation and they all cry to me Youre hopeless and weak and not a single person loves you Youre just dragging them down slow the negativity of toxic glue Shut the f*ck up i dont wanna hear that shit Why cus you might just believe it a little bit Look i know im not perfect but im trying to be better Oh really you think youll succeed nope nahah never Each of these masks i wear is my real face In a cowl and a cape im the bats not bruce wayne Okay mr vigilante put the mask on and pack your bags with ease Maybe i should leave Then fucking do it already please Pull the blade out of your back pocket and slit your wrists quick Actually f*ck that slit your esophagus to help ensure that shit Life is bleak and your only buying time till the inevitable Dont kid yourself into thinking itll get better like incredible I know your trying to manipulate me with my darker side But you forget i battled you before and cured the storm inside You think that but i was actually chillin the back Hidden deep within your subconscious plottin out the trap Battle of the inner minds until only one prevails A dead man will tell a tale of no tales Yeah well see whos living after i stuff you in my private jail Darkest prison is buried in my mind and its where youll find hell Your a high functioning psychopath that tries to tame the beast A rabid dog tortured slowly and ready to be unleashed So before you detonate like a trigger to a bomb You might as well spare a few and say so long Maybe if i was gone theyd finally notice me No wait i didn't mean that quit trying bait me I just need an escape please away from myself geeze And its sad cus deep down ive always been my worst enemy You know why the scariest thing you see in the mirror is your own eyes Dont try suppress or bury these feelings with a bunch of lies I told you twice im not the enemy ill end your suffering Take these sleeping pills and youll just fall into a little dream I cant cus i got mad plans to make infinite cream So i can fix my families life and start liven up my dream I promise you the glimmer of hope aint what it seems But how can you be sure that i should just spring Into the ethereal plane and let my body rot and decay Do i just jump and dive in should i first pray Theres no afterlife so dont worry bout that shit Tell me first will they be better off if i disappear like a blip Let me flip this script if you dont youll be the one to ruin them Alright hand me some paper and pass me a pen Ima write these last thoughts down before i descend Into infinite darkness or maybe even nothingness Sometimes i feel like nobody gets me Sometimes i feel like nobody believes in me I just feel like im drowning all alone Trapped in my mind and talking to these ghosts Conversations with myself oh no I just need ya to please let me go I just wanna die dont wanna live no more But ill wake up tomorrow and do it again fasho Conversations with myself oh no I just need ya to please let me go I just wanna die dont wanna live no more But ill wake up tomorrow and do it again fasho Conversations with myself oh no I just need ya to please let me go I just wanna die dont wanna live no more But ill wake up tomorrow and do it again fasho
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