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Everything gotta be so perfect
Inside my world. Always tryna find a purpose
So I can keep on going. But I'm nervous
I'm so afraid that I'll fall on the surface
Every time I'm in my head, it's a circus
Nothing ever dies on down in my verses
You know I'm hard on myself. I'm certain
That I had it coming cause I'm tryna be perfect
I'm my own worst enemy. I drain all the energy
Right up out my body. All this bullshit is killing me
I don't think you're feeling me. But I don't fuckin' blame you
I air it all out. You might think I'm entertaining you
I'm not. It's just me crying out for help
Cause everything sucks and I'm feeling like hell
I fuckin' feel like God casted up a spell
To put on me and just me. You can probably tell
That I get real agitated by the little things
While I wish to be assassinated. All I do is bring
Myself on down. I'm never gonna learn
Or try to love myself cause I'm close to getting burned
What I speak into existence. Why I gotta be this way
All do is hate myself each and every single day
I try my best to ease the pain. But nothing works
So I'm stuck feeling lost. All this shit hurts
But look at where I'm at. Everything around me makes me mad
Got me losing focus. I can't think and now I'm sad
All of my emotions inside controlling me
I can't do anything. All this shit is holding me
Back. Tryna lock me in the same spot
That I'm trying to escape. I don't wanna rot
Like everybody in my town. I don't wanna settle
I'm tryna take it up a notch like it's heavy metal
Cause I know that I can make it out this situation
I can do better. I'm tired of being patient
Waiting my turn. I gotta outsmart
This equation. But when I try, it makes my life hard
That's just who I am. I tend to overthink
And take it all to heart. I just wanna drink
Everything away. I'm just getting worked up as usual
Cause I'm my worst critic when I'm lost and delusional
Everything gotta be so perfect
Inside my world. Always tryna find a purpose
So I can keep on going. But I'm nervous
I'm so afraid that I'll fall on the surface
Every time I'm in my head, it's a circus
Nothing ever dies on down in my verses
You know I'm hard on myself. I'm certain
That I had it coming cause I'm tryna be perfect

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