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2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
I refuse to be that man livin' cheque to cheque
30 years at the job? What you expect
Me be happy with a 9-5
I bust my ass with half a tank of gas and I barely survive
So whats good and whats bad? Why so many people sad
Walking like crackheads, dreaming of the life they never had
I'm over 30, the world is dirty and most of us are slaves
Unhappy with our lives, and how we spend our days
I used to care, now I don't; this depressions getting deeper
Life is downhill past a point, todays pimps' tomorrows creeper
Todays dream's tomorrows failure or success
What you don't get it, it doesn't fucking matter if your depressed
It doesn't matter if your rich, doesn't matter if your poor
Even Heath and Kurt couldn't take that hurting anymore
Walking with this glum feeling, this numb feeling
Every days just lame, a repetition of the same, praying for some feeling
And I tired of it! My heart is fire- touch it, feel me
No gimmicks, no shiny things, these are just my thoughts; the real me
This is just me being me, theres no reason to front or seem cool
If I die? Who gives a shit...my sons surviving in the gene pool
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
I refuse to get so old I shit my pants and lose my voice
It's my life; when to end its' my choice
I'm tired of being the epitome of misery
Happiness is lost and gone like histories mysteries
Stuck in this slippery, uphill fight
Wake up like 'not another day...' after chest pains in the night
Then go to work to be answering phones
Surrounded by fat carboholics smoking cancerous bones
I'd rather live by the i-Ching and do my thing
Lifes like lay down or stand up and fight; thats' why I swing
And I refuse to go to jail for any crimes I might commit
If the laws not morally right then it doesn't mean shit
This society we live in is a crime in itself
We forget ourselves trying to gain material wealth
And its sad when your status is reflected by cars
Technology and shit to distract us from wars
So I'm opting out; I don't give a f*ck if you call it coppin' out
It's better than being a G the cops stalk and talk about
Even in the summer life's cold
Check a man in his prime, then again when he's old
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
I refuse to keep breathing if it means sacrificing dreams
F*ck a life thats not enticing and seems
Like a routine of work and sleep that never ends
No time to do the things we love, and lost contact with many friends
Were told to fit the mould; get a job, buy a house
Play taxi to your kids and put up with a bitchy spouse
I see so many adults with expressionless faces
Either working at McDonalds, or in professional places
My place is not 8 hours a day in cubicle spaces
I'd be happy living simple on a Cuban oasis
Away from N.A where we just work to pay taxes
F*ck Doug Ford; decorate his back with tomahawk axes
The fact is this practice - it traps us in debt
I'm upset and the sadness is masked as a threat
My life's on the decline, I'll resign before it gets worse
I've had some good days, but most of all, my life's been a curse
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns
2021 ain't no motherfucking fun
Suicide is rampant, by overdose or guns
Covid fucked up business, families running outta funds
Bodies of Native children found, killed by priests and nuns

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