Midsummer Nights

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Keitumetse Simelane

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The man I used to be is now in a coffin
Stuck inside this void I've been lost in
Coughing out all the blood in my lungs
As I keep tossing and turning
I pray to God for sermon
Somebody hold me down
Or I'll be dancing with the angels now
How could I hate man I became
And the asterisk attached to my name
I can't accept that there's nobody to blame
I'm scared of losing you because of my ways
So I promised I'd change
But even then you couldn't love me the same man
If our stains won't wash with rain
We'd all feel the same, we'd all feel the same pain
There's no chance without war
I lost something to gain nothing
In the end I was just way too blind to see
That it won't change, it won't change, it won't change
Those summer nights at the park
Are the ode to this song
As blood drips from my hands
Cause I've been punching walls inside the bathroom
I'm now an empty vessel I know is not coming back soon
I guess my agony's something you couldn't rescue
I've locked the door and you screaming out that I'm scaring you
But truthfully I'm also scaring myself
It's like a couple years ago I was so secure with my health
But if there's anything I've learned it's that karma is full circle
The people you once hurt are the people that want to hurt you
I'm so ashamed of all the trauma that I've put you through
You've had to see me lose my mind and try to guide it too
I wish I see the things you see in me too
But I'm always hiding Incase I see your face in the room
I'm so ashamed of all the trauma that I've put you through
You've had to see me lose my mind and try to guide it too
I'm going back in time without a machine
And with this razor in my hand I'm gonna set myself free, yeah
It won't change, it won't change, it won't change
Those summer nights at the park
Are the ode to this song
our stains won't wash with rain
We'd all feel the same, we'd all feel the same pain
There's no chance without war
I lost something to gain nothing
In the end I was just way too blind to see
I know that self harm is not the way to go but it helps me cope
Cold demeanor cause I haven't had a place to call home
With dirt on my soul a fate I know that I'll never know
You see the pain in my eyes that I never let go
From all those years ago when we were only seven years old
So misguided that I had to find a way on my own
And the more we drifted apart the more you started to grow
I guess I couldn't see you coming but I'm watching you go

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