Nightmares

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Candler

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Falling
Falling
Falling
Falling, falling, falling, falling, falling
Down from a place
That I once thought was my home
So far away from the ones I love
And the bed I thought was my own
What happened when God lost his halo
And his robes no longer flow
But are torn from the demons' claws
He thought he locked outside his door
But they still crept in
And I can't fight em off anymore
Since I was eleven
All of these things that I had ignored
And it seemed if I lived in dreams
They wouldn't reach me through the storm
But I was wrong
Now when I sleep
I look up and I see the sword
And it's hanging above my head
Ready to fall right towards me
I lay right here in my bed
And just act like it's unimportant
Forget that it's even there
Wake up right in the morning
It's swinging like a pendulum
Clock ticking above my torso
Now I hardly sleep anymore
These nightmares been worsening
Reality getting blurry
It's been blending like cursive
I'm starting to think
What if these dreams really were permanent
Eternal hurting and purgatory
Every night is a burden
No
No please tell me
That's not how this story closes
A man consumed by himself
And all the things that he had wrote
A man lost in a dream
Blind to the things it's taken from him
His hands covered in blood
But still he holds on to the rose
Just admiring its beauty
Without realizing it's killing him
And he'll never take his eyes off
As long as the thorns stick into him
Tell me is this life
Cause surely it'll soon be finishing
Cause every night he goes to sleep
Knowing it'll be the end of him
And I've tried to change
My environment
But it's been the other way
And I'm so ashamed
Of myself
For not finding a way to save
The ones I love
From their pain
I think about it every day
Cause while they fought
I was drowning in all of my own mistakes
And I miss when dreams
Were beautiful beyond belief
The wonders of a child
How I miss the days when I could see
Now vision hazy
Tears falling at a steady speed
Dreams so mind numbing
My time coming
The clock will finally cease
And I know my demons waiting patiently
Staring at me smiling at night
As I sleep so painfully
I try to shut it out
Hope to keep my mind a vacancy
But they still in my head
My demons never been vagrants see
And I've been irritable and restless
Saying sorry to my parents
Saying sorry to my brethren
Man I wish I could have helped him
Instead I sat back helpless
I had seen it as he fell in
I've done nothing for eleven years
Till now when it's irrelevant
So please lord forgive me now
This weight needs some lifting now
I know I've been drifting down
In these dreams I can't live without
Didn't wish it then well I'll wish it now
Wasted coins I was sending down
Never knew this is how I'd end it out
I just wish that I will get out
And make it right
Cause cold sweats got me waking up in terror
Breathing heavy oh so late at night
Screaming for the ones I love
The love that I don't deserve
But still they come crashing in the door
To help with all the hurt
And my mind corrupted
These dreams taking the place of me
And I know I've been blaming dreams
When really I should be blaming me
But it's hard to take responsibility
For what causes pain beneath
And I hate to see others suffer
Cause I choose to say the least
Silence is the sharpest knife
God oh how the blade went deep
This ate at me
For days and weeks
To say the least
I hate these dreams
They make me see the make believe
reach so deep and take the things I hate to see
The blame I place on me so faithfully
So please let these dreams end
I'm ready to confront my demons
I'm ready to crawl out of the deep end
Been in the cold so long now I'm freezing
Now I'm screaming
Let me see the things I'm afraid of
All these things I had escaped from
Oh God, I just wanna wake up
Get me out this nightmare
Please just let me wake up
Cause if dreams are nightmares
Then I don't wanna live em
It's all a nightmare
So please just let me end it
I just wanna see the sun
Cause man it's been a minute
I just wanna wake up
And pay my friends a visit
If dreams are nightmares
Then I don't wanna live em
It's all a nightmare
So please just let me end it
I just wanna see the sun
Cause man it's been a minute
I just wanna wake up
And pay my friends a visit
Get me out this nightmare

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