Joker

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Look
It's been a battle fighting demons
That nobody can attest to
Coz my body is in a cage
It leaves my mind up the dress room
I'm addressing all my characters
Reality is stressful
I would rather build a castle with a wall that's high enough to hide my awkwardness
Often times I'd rather be alone
I mean it's dope to be with friends
But now I'd rather be at home
You see I'm tired of making changes
All the doubts and rearranging
All the mess from tearing pages
I'm so tired of being grown
I lie
You see my pasts a little darker
I would cast a spell of light to fill the magic in my marker
I would rather give you bars than leave my feelings up for barter
So you'll tell me that I missed the plot
Like I was not the archer
I'll give you punchlines to cover up the pain
My cover ups addictive
Guess I covered up the vane
Guess my covers up against me
I forgot what I was saying
I blew my cover and it came to bite me back and leave a stain
All I ever had was my identity and spirit
My connection kinda severed
I've been acting like I'm with it
All my passion hides behind a writers block that got me cynic
The people that I hoped would have my back are none existent
I refuse to say it gets to me
The thought is too frustrating
I'm yet to figure out the parts of me I need to save
Because I'm lost in my intensity
My soul is kinda heavy
So I'm backing off the dropping
I'll address you when I'm ready
I guess for now I'll be the Joker
Caught behind a mask and fake a smile until it's over
Force cough until I laugh
Forces compromise my confidence
My competence has crashed
But I'll still give you all a show
I guess that's all you ever asked

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