Lost N Thought

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Remembering times when I was younger, and how I would wonder
If I'd ever amount to anything or be left asunder
Wishing someone could direct me to help and make clear
What's the purpose for me breathing with these feelings within
Why must pain be a thang synonymous with my name
And why must me keeping it real seem to link me with fakes
Am I wrong to consider me as one to succeed
Making something of himself while helping others in need
It's a day to day struggle, 365
Just to keep a sober mind along with staying alive
To and fro within my soul I feel the burning of flames
Making it hard to maintain, yet still I remain
Tears welling in my eyes cause my rhymes are real
From the depths of my soul revealed through paper and pen
A lone soldier battered and wounded, tattered and scarred
Trying to stay up living lost in thought

Trying to hold on, trying to stay strong
Trying to keep my head clear so I don't fall off
Steady hanging by a thread but whose to say I'll live long
Trying to maintain living lost in thought
Trying to hold on, trying to stay strong
Trying to keep my head clear so I don't fall off
Steady hanging by a thread but whose to say I'll live long
Trying to maintain living lost in thought

Feels I'm down in the gutter with no where to climb
Pleading for release from this prison in my mind
Many nights I've tossed and turned wrestling through the night
With myself and feelings of spirits trying to enter my mind
Who am I, a question I often find myself ponder
Along with hoping my limits are not what I've seen in others
Many stories of gifts given that yielded no fruit
Due to pride, greed, real mistakes or refusing the truth
So I strive, to do what's right, in how I stand
Never seeing, myself as more, than my fellow man
Pushing past all images of meaningless gain
Seeking to be one humble with a focus unswayed
For better days, I strive though it may darken at times
To where I can't see my way and often just want to die
I'm barely holding on yet fighting still day to day
Lost in thought, trying to maintain

Trying to hold on, trying to stay strong
Trying to keep my head clear so I don't fall off
Steady hanging by a thread but whose to say I'll live long
Trying to maintain living lost in thought
Trying to hold on, trying to stay strong
Trying to keep my head clear so I don't fall off
Steady hanging by a thread but whose to say I'll live long
Trying to maintain living lost in thought

Some say things happen for a reason, but who can explain
Why a nigga woke up this morning feeling living is vain
Why my homie had to die from cancer at an early age
Why people can't just live life instead of breed and speak hate
What's the reason for an illness made to leave you deranged
Various thoughts within your mind leading you to bring others pain
Or the purposes for the churches meeting every Sunday
From 11 to 2 you do your thang, come back, but things still the same
OG's tell me they see themselves in me and my struggle
Encouraging me to keep my head up high and stay thuggin'
Remain true, stay myself, never switch up or crumble
Keep my nose clean, don't be a fiend and stay out of trouble
As i recollect their words and dream of days unseen
I seek game through the living and the legends deceased
When it's all said and done this here is bigger than me
I hope what's in my heart I'll get to see

Trying to hold on, trying to stay strong
Trying to keep my head clear so I don't fall off
Steady hanging by a thread but whose to say I'll live long
Trying to maintain living lost in thought
Trying to hold on, trying to stay strong
Trying to keep my head clear so I don't fall off
Steady hanging by a thread but whose to say I'll live long
Trying to maintain living lost in thought

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