Demons

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D Monnzy

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Every night I hot-box in the driveway
Trapped inside my mind, I don't know how to clear my headspace
So I try to numb it, downing bottles till they empty
Running from myself, it's been a while since I've felt ok
I'm not Ok
Truth is that I'm angry, and I'm afraid
Angry at the world, afraid that all that's left is more pain
All I see around me are the demons trapped in my brain
They're beating me to death, sometimes I wish this was my last day
I'm not OK
I'm not OK with the way I'm living, I can't go on like this everyday
Sitting outside all by myself, hoping my problems fade away
I try to hide my demons inside this ganja and all these bottles
Running from the truth, that's the hardest pill for me to swallow
I feel so empty, my heart is full, but my soul is hollow
Got people who love me, I love them back, but all I feel is sorrow
Every day that passes by, wake up and I wanna cry
I go to work for pennies by the hour, wasting all my time
For a corporation that would replace me the day I die
It's an endless cycle we're trapped in, most of us let it slide
All we know is structure, we go from school to a 9-5
Got no time to dream, the bills are stacking, we need to survive
You only live once, but honestly, I wouldn't call this living
Working till you die, knowing good and well, it won't make a difference
Barely getting by, desperately praying for something different
Crying out, God, why do you hate me, I don't fucking get it
Every night I hot-box in the driveway
Trapped inside my mind, I don't know how to clear my headspace
So I try to numb it, downing bottles till they empty
Running from myself, it's been a while since I've felt ok
I'm not Ok
Truth is that I'm angry, and I'm afraid
Angry at the world, afraid that all that's left is more pain
All I see around me are the demons trapped in my brain
They're beating me to death, sometimes I wish this was my last day
I'm not OK
Every night when I come home, I hot-box in my car alone
Up all night, trapped in my mind, while I write music on my phone
That is the way that I cope with all these demons in my head
Everyone's got problems, from the day you're born until you're dead
That is how the world works, you're expected to suffer in silence
Be a mindless zombie to society, strictly compliant
Go scrap your ambition, forget ever catching your dreams
Chase em all you want, but in the end, it's never happening
That's the code, the way we live, f*ck that, something's got to give
It seems to me that life is nothing more than pain and stupid shit
A bunch of fake friends and family, not one of them understand me
No one gives a f*ck about Dakota till I'm winning Grammys
Once I'm stacking money, watch how fucking quick these people switch
I'll have to move and change my number just to get ya'll off my dick
Homies hit me up for jobs, mom will want a place to stay
If you're not with me when I'm down, when I'm up, please stay away
Every night I hot-box in the driveway
Trapped inside my mind, I don't know how to clear my headspace
So I try to numb it, downing bottles till they empty
Running from myself, it's been a while since I've felt ok
I'm not Ok
Truth is that I'm angry, and I'm afraid
Angry at the world, afraid that all that's left is more pain
All I see around me are the demons trapped in my brain
They're beating me to death, sometimes I wish this was my last day
I'm not OK

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