Coward (Single Version)

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Crystal Somnia

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F*ck

You always wanted from me
A chilled out dog who you could scream to
I never wanted to be
Whatever your broken mind desired
Unpeaceful restless dreams
I wish I forgot how it feels
Watered eyes shining through my
Memories, feelings, none of them were...
...true

It is hard to describe
The pain that one can feel
No one knows their limits
But I know I'm pushing them too

This has gone too far
And I could have stop it
But god knows why
I just didn't want

The muscle of the conscience starts to tense
No one knows this, but this is something else
My pillars start to tremble, my engine runs wild
Oh god how I want to get out of my mind

Such a coward you are not wanting to face the problems you caused
Such a coward I was not being able to speak on time
Such a coward I am
Such cowards we are
Cowards...
Such a coward you are not wanting to face the problems you caused
Such a coward I was not being able to speak on time
Such a coward you are
Such coward I am
Coward

The fluid of life overwhelms me and unables me to see what's the point of this all in the end
Why am I doing this, for whom
See the light at the end of the tunnel, they say
How, how the f*ck am I supposed to see anything
If this shit has turned everything into black
Now I'm blind

I never felt the hand you put on my eyes so close
Getting used to the bandage you used to leave for me to cover myself up
I feel the heartbeats rising again
Nothing feels as unsafe as knowing
This is the poison that kept me alive
But no more

You, the shadow of the monsters that I had inside
You, the one who made me have to rebuild myself again
After years of fighting, after years of crawling
I feel at the starting point again

Unpeaceful restless mind
I wish I knew how peace felt
Bloody eyes shining through my
Memories, feelings, none of them were...
...real

This has just gone too far
And I could have stop it
This has just gone way too far

Shaking hands to the beat of my heart, head exploding to the limits of flesh
Smoking mirror which knows who to blame, the same deep feeling that rises my shame
Inability to breathe, inability to speak, I'm staring at the monster that I have to feed
This feeling of mine is going to break my sleep, this anger of mine is digging in too deep

My pillars start to tremble, my engine runs wild

Such a coward you are not wanting to face the problems you caused
Such a coward I was not being able to speak on time
Such a coward you are
Such a coward you are not wanting to face the problems you caused
Such a coward I was, not being able to speak on time
Such cowards

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