Nervous Wreck

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Lil JJ Reynolds

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Stressing, constantly, No rest
Body's dripping with sweat
Aggression's spreading from my brain that was angry and depressed
No, check was big enough to save my health cause it was dying in debt
My only interest, was the grave cause I'm a nervous, wreck
Losing control of holding on, in this confusion while using music
To escape, my problems of the pain, that's refusing to give me a break
I'm drowning, (How much, more can I take?)
Nobody, cares to understand, what I continue to face
Depression's giving me more reasons to hate my complexion
As, it appears in this cold world, full of rejection
Staring, suicide in the mirror, (Face to face)
With pressure, boiling, inside, so, will I lay to waste?
In paranoia's ocean, territory, here comes the wave
I'm not prepared cause I don't care if I survive, it's disgrace
Even if I died, (in my eyes, I'll still be left with the stress)
That'll drive me crazy, til I crash, (I'm a nervous, wreck)
I'm a nervous wreck
It's hard to fight these demons
It's hard to fight these demons, everyday, Everyday
Cause I'm a nervous, wreck (Ooo)
I feel psychotic, racing demons on a race track, in my mind
Cause I feel my body, moving, fast, pace, steps
Every breath, takes a toll on me, when I'm far from my zone
That keeps me, company and comforts me, when I'm all alone
A loner wolf, inside the woods that never bothers to peak
At what reality, put him through, that made him, lose sleep
I can relate cause all my life, I was embarrassed to speak
Getting picked on, was bad enough to where people, pretended to see me, suffering
The name, loner, equals, getting, outnumbered
To, where the feelings, turn to fear of stepping into the public
To lose judgement to a subject that the devil, attended
For me to fail, tremendously, when I got, anxiety, suspended
When it came back, it was madder than ever to see my face
That it would try it's best to haunt me, to the nearest grave
But, even if I died, (In my eyes, I'll still be left with the stress)
That'll drive me crazy, til I crash, (I'm a nervous, wreck)
I'm a nervous wreck
It's hard to fight these demons
It's hard to fight these demons, everyday, Everyday
Cause I'm a nervous, wreck (Ooo)
What's left to do, if no one, listens, when you're seeking help?
Except to die cause you can't live this pain, all by yourself
No one to talk to, cause I panic, til I'm left, alone
And it seems like, no one, understands you, (Til you're gone)
Was I born here to suffer with this nervousness on a daily base?
Cause, no matter, when I fight, it doesn't seem to go away
Head, forced to look, only at the ground, when the stares, rise
When the butterflies, force me to never look at people's eyes
My music's different cause it's not energetic and why?
Because I speak that real, depression that's real life
I'm private but willing to spread my energy to others that try
To fight their demons that multiply
To make our bodies, shy enough to avoid, communication to our peers and loved ones
For life, to draw (Us) closer to the coffin
But, even if I died, (In my eyes, I'll still be left with the stress)
That'll drive me crazy, til I crash, (I'm a nervous, wreck)

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