MEMOIR
HHC
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I just want you right here with me I just want you right here with me And I'll say it so honestly I'll say it so honestly I just want you right here with me I just want you right here with me And I'll say it so honestly I'll say it so honestly The same position im always in I straddle the bottle of gin I count a couple, but lost my lover So I guess I'm no longer Christian I pound the cudgel, but never could judge her So tell me what is it that's missing Why is it that I'm always flinching Why is it that I'm always kissing The concrete Cliche Hallmark channel Christmas stories I'm more used to the dramas that leave the protagonist red and gory Genuinely genuflected, I worship my sins on the altar The pew the peers, godliness next to cleanliness, but I falter I pussyfoot at the door, twiddling thumbs for no one I'm still stuck ashore after months of rowing Croatoan, I woke up with just me and my thoughts Roanoke, lost my lunch in the grief that never seems to stop Sleigh bells I slave to, but still sink so suddenly I couldn't tell you I don't want you right next to me If that's sappy, then that's me And I'll own up to it Gladly, I can stand peace in increments, intermittently Short time, short peaks, short bursts My creativity back then came only in spurts Still got praise for being based in concert halls to see Even though my tastes had changed from orchestras to El-P It was long time, long days, long lulls I thought it was fine when I accepted my role Typecast to the part of goody two shoes past Past lights shone on me but my soul was miscast Right path laid at my feet, take the secure job Or tempt the wrath of defeat from my minds worst mob All the little thoughts and doubts about my place in the game Do they really have a need for one Apollo K? I can't say, they say it to me Some made me fall and my friends made me free Like visage of y'all is reflecting on me Recharge the battery with energy Cause you know that no matter how scattered my brains not in tatters I'll never expect awards on silver platters I prove how I groove, if you tarnish my shine Prepare for the fair retribution in rhyme, let's go All flows are yellow It's new canary style Do I carry smile, blake and mild I don't carry smoke, yeah I gotta ride Bonafide, super fly kinda guy Rhymes about the type of day I'm having Like it's present time Killing time, homicide But not enough to get by Satisfied, never mind That's one hell of a life Rise and shine, demon time Off my grind, noon to nine Wildstyle rap fest, Lucas gave the beat to mine Meditation time, on the line, every other night When I do unwind, do i sign Stars never align Partly do I lie, heart to heart just to the side Coat of arms, people gas up, all ride-or-dies Right to die, me and mind are eye to eye Side to side, rock n' roll a little bit Then it's all hi-to-bye Yeah, oh man If I decide Dont give a f*ck 'bout who's listening Perhaps you can learn a bit from my own wisdom I could not drink or f*ck the pain out my system I let the wounds in me make my decisions Denied times I needed a break Dodged the real healing to self medicate I gave two fingers to keeping the faith Drive into hell at god forsaken rates, yeah I made my mom and dad cry Sickening thoughts about losing my life Kept it together to show the outside Get a damn doctorate, thicken the pride, huh But it's all this for what? I'm as burnt out as the half of my blunt Prove to myself nothing 'bout me to love But they about me when I put on a front, what? So what the f*ck does that mean? So many friends that just never knew me Comprised of some shit that was meant to deceive Maybe that's why I've been feeling unseen F*ck Might just not know who I am Willingly gave lovers the upper hand They watch me sinking and sink in quicksand Reveal that I struggle and they up and ran Damn Point is that I sure ain't perfect Most what you know is just scratching the surface Took all this time for me to find purpose Serve as a beacon for others who's hurting Hopping on a stage is jumping in the coldest pool Fear of darker water, I think I felt something move Voice of people laughing at me earlier in school My father's disapproval made me doubt me doubt my knowledge too Uh, that's the reason I'm still in college too I'm playing small like my bunting average is out the roof Cause I got soul, but I struggle to make it out the shoes That I've been living in ever since they told me what I could do Shoes made of Velcro, I'm an elephant And I was conditioned to see the strength of the chain as relevant So now I'm stuck to a chain which I could easily break I just don't know how to get out my way But now I'm happier than ever, man And I think that's all that matters I put in work for what I got It wasn't served on silver platters Once I accepted that I leveled up, I raised my standards It was push through or give up And I refused to pick the latter So now I'm dancing in the rain I make my song the pitter patter Preserve the contents of my soul like it's conservation of matter So go ahead, stand in your truth That's the bravest shit that you can do And if they're gonna deny you for it Baby they ain't meant for you
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Written by: Akkhiel Nambbiar, Breanna Lucero, Genaro Cruz Jr., James Karavites, Lucas Goodman, Phil Coady
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