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Another day another dollar
Another shorty looking good
Another nigga trying to holler
I had been looking for a reason to live
Then took one look at my kids swallowed my tears and Remembered
I got two
Got you
Got through
Learned that I knew not
Grew
But I've been feeling so low
Should probably get with some Friends
Then my anxiety got me
Kind of bed ridden again
Depression got me feeling like I'm losing my breath I'm gripping my chest
Can't get out of bed room is a mess
Sometimes I wonder if I'm better off dead it's the type of shit that runs through my head
It's scattering

The way it creeps up and eats up
And beats up hopes and dreams just freeze up
I wish the hopelessness would ease up

I guess it's something that I battle with, I mean I'm mastering
I'm trying to change my language up, cuz it's disastrous
I mean It's fabulous
And I am traveling in my mind to a time where I feel more adequate
Tired of being a victim, tired of playing the part
Tired being of your toy too
That type of shit would annoy you
Tired of going to work Oppressive racist employers nit Pick at everything
The type of shit will destroy you
Passive aggressive behavior
Pushing me over the edge
I want to tell them my story
I know that they can care less
Want you to come into work
Like you're some type of robotic
They think I don't know my Worth
I guess I must have forgot it
Cuz what am I doing here
And what am I doing now
Somebody else's whole vision
I'm helping carve that shit out
Somebody else's whole dream I'm making come to fruition
While I just sit on my own
This wasn't part of the vision
I know I'm better than this
I know I am not my feelings
These aren't the cards I was dealt
Because I am the one dealing
This is me
I know I'm better than I've ever been
I look within and find no kind of sin
Only perfection
It's a lesson that I'm trying to teach
Trying to learn

I know need the fire I'm just scared to get burned
I know I need the fire I'm just scared to get burned
I said I know I need the fire I'm Just scared to get burned

It's ebb and flow though
New episode so
It's Kat SoPo
Won't do it for the low low
Pay me
Another day another Dollar
And you play me
When I just needed you to save me
I needed you to hold me down It's funny cuz you said that you was about that life
Was only in it for the clout that's right
That's life
True that
But I knew that
Got to stop pretending that it's new facts
Should listen to myself more
Instead I'm feeling by myself more
Wondering if I did this to myself or If I deserve it
Like What is the purpose
I'm Going through it alone
These sheets been my fortress and my home
These pillows been my thrown
Never found comfort in of my comfort zone
Experience says I'm better off alone or maybe it's the pain that's in my bones I don't know
But what I know is that it's helping me to grow
And then it's back to the real

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